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Kaye Soleil
across a dimension, a sea, a space; to look into your own sweet face . . .
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We leave the mountains in a few days, moving back to the Raleigh area, a rental home with a huge fenced yard, time to be back amongst other humans. No sadness or fear this go around. So surrendered, so ready, so willing. Relaxed and easy flow. This body is mostly healed. Still deeper to... Continue reading
Posted May 22, 2018 at DatingGod
Some of you have been reading these since the blog started back in 2003. Some of you I know irl, but most I've only met digitally. This blog showed me how we can transcend space and time, share our beautiful twisty radiant interiors together - proof that there's no such thing as separation. Some... Continue reading
Posted Nov 28, 2017 at DatingGod
thanks beverly! hope your new(ish) ones are treating you with delight and snuggliness . . .
Toggle Commented Jun 24, 2017 on The Greenery Is Holding Us at DatingGod
Thank you! I've been inspired too - by your own leap to norway . . . we'll both be enjoying the snow and ice in a few months :) you totally nailed it - it's weird to see only white faces . . . and i saw a confederate flag outside someone's home . . . very sobering . . . but boone is a half hour up the road and it's flowy and true, very 3.0 60s power to the people vibe there and well worth the visit if you ever get this way :)
Toggle Commented Jun 24, 2017 on The Greenery Is Holding Us at DatingGod
So yes, the magic did arrive. And it came with funding and transformation and a f*ckton of feng shui-ing and perfection my mind could barely wrap its awareness around. We're in the Appalachian Mountains now, about a half hour drive from Boone, NC which is like stepping back into my hippie days circa 1987.... Continue reading
Posted Jun 24, 2017 at DatingGod
I can't f*ckin believe I have to go back to work tomorrow in that gdam velvety cage. Private office with picture window. Swanky office tower within global medical mecca. 64K, plus eight weeks PTO, bangin health insurance, and a retirement fund that ensures that the velvety life will likely last long into the twilight... Continue reading
Posted Jan 2, 2017 at DatingGod
I lie more during the holidays than I do at any other time of the year. I can't help it. It's the only way I've found to survive it with my sanity intact. But it isn't because holidays themselves hold any meaning or celebration for me - I'm not a Christian, not a big... Continue reading
Posted Dec 25, 2016 at DatingGod
All my life, seeming chaos whips through my world, upending relationships, work, financial flow, living situations. And each time, something in me trusts the process. Even as existential terror rips through heart and mind - how will I live? who will love me? how will i survive? - something in me knows that magic... Continue reading
Posted Oct 22, 2016 at DatingGod
I just did a reading for someone. Via skype. First time in many many many months I've read like that for someone. There's another few long-time clients who have me do readings ever so often for them, but it's mostly listening. This one was a full-out, all hands on deck reading complete with energy... Continue reading
Posted Jul 9, 2016 at DatingGod
brother chuck for f*x sake - rule #1 - nevah talk about . . . :)
Toggle Commented May 8, 2016 on Vortex of Now at DatingGod
The energy behind them boils up from cauldron of heart, fills my mind, explodes out of finger tips into garden, kitty fur, dinner. They thrum and vibrate out into the chill dawn riding inside om and shamanic yaup. So many words. Encapsulated images. The alive and on the move stories created out of the... Continue reading
Posted May 7, 2016 at DatingGod
The seven ayahuasca launches I took were devastating. They changed everything. Who I knew I was. What this place is. How to survive. The final remnants of the happy happy joy joy holistic shaman were flushed. The explosions and implosions continue. But there's also this new hilarious through-line. My new job? I'm in content... Continue reading
Posted Apr 12, 2016 at DatingGod
A post that was in draft form for nine years, posted now because it is all about Grandma. It's been left in draft in form, with no editing to fill anything out: Death isn't hard. It's just surrender on the other side of an exhalation. Tweezing my eyebrows alarmed her greatly- danger! beware! the... Continue reading
Posted Jun 12, 2015 at DatingGod
One year ago, at the age of thirty-eight, I reached a crossroads. I had been studying and practicing in the holistic field for close to two decades in the areas of stress management, meditation, and holistic lifestyle counseling (herbs, wellness, natural health, among others). While successful on the level of professional reputation and expertise,... Continue reading
Posted Jun 10, 2015 at DatingGod
Eleven days ago, I returned from a week-long trip to Spain. Ibiza, an island off the coast, shot through with a barely hidden magic. The architecture, sweeping swirls of adobe. The plants, outrageously thorned, twisty, and still blooming, tough survivors of hot, dry summers that turn freezing over wet winters. But I didn't go... Continue reading
Posted May 27, 2015 at DatingGod
My house was broken into a few weeks ago. They kicked in the door, stole the jewelry box, and hightailed it out in approximately 2 minutes, or so says the local cops who came to investigate when I called it in. They called it a grab and smash - only easily pawnable jewelry -... Continue reading
Posted Apr 25, 2015 at DatingGod
(((tendrils waving to one another across the barren cracks))) :)
Toggle Commented Apr 4, 2015 on Make Art. Tell the Truth. Be Free. at DatingGod
sean! so glad to see you and remember that you are in the world, in your own corner of this place. yes, yes, the trying and failing to build the comfortable box. is this a blessing or a curse? i still am not sure. "As for truth, I feel like people want the smell and feel of truth to spice up their dogma, but it mostly slips between the memes." f*ck yeah perfectly put. i miss your writing, too! yes - the scent of futility. the past couple of years have been heady with that. but the trick is to not leap back into hope, but to do things simply to do them, eh? i do not understand this place. but i sure as sh*t am glad for your company brother sean :)
Toggle Commented Apr 4, 2015 on Make Art. Tell the Truth. Be Free. at DatingGod
I quit the public health job. Gave a month's notice. Trained a replacement who still has that rosy save-the-world shine. Got the f*ck out. A decade of study and work in the public field, only to discover what I knew before I did all that moving and grooving and research and yelling and planning... Continue reading
Posted Apr 3, 2015 at DatingGod
Do I remember how to write? Do the stories, anyone's stories matter? Will reading this change a life? Forever? Until the next click through? Letting go, deepening surrender, yeah fine whatever. Not taking a picture of a moment because I choose not to leave the moment to be the one step outside of it... Continue reading
Posted Feb 16, 2014 at DatingGod
ahhhh, sweet teri . . . it is you that's gorgeous :)
Toggle Commented Aug 10, 2013 on Here at DatingGod
Sitting here on this Friday early morn, I look back at my living of six years ago and think of how much has changed. Or a decade ago, and how I'm barely the same person any more. The radical shift began in 2004, when I walked away from everything and everyone I knew, to... Continue reading
Posted Aug 9, 2013 at DatingGod
the second chapter is up, too - you have to sign in to access it - though it's easy enough if you use Facebook (or i think you can use twitter too). if not they just ask you to create a password. glad you're reading it :) working on editing more tonight! chapter three should go up in the next day or so . . .
Toggle Commented Jun 24, 2013 on DatingGod Gets Published :) at DatingGod
awww - thanks :)
Toggle Commented Jun 23, 2013 on DatingGod Gets Published :) at DatingGod