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Kaye Soleil
across a dimension, a sea, a space; to look into your own sweet face . . .
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I can't f*ckin believe I have to go back to work tomorrow in that gdam velvety cage. Private office with picture window. Swanky office tower within global medical mecca. 64K (tho college loans are all up the yin-yang), plus eight weeks PTO, bangin health insurance, and a retirement fund that ensures that the velvety... Continue reading
Posted Jan 2, 2017 at DatingGod
I lie more during the holidays than I do at any other time of the year. I can't help it. It's the only way I've found to survive it with my sanity intact. But it isn't because holidays themselves hold any meaning or celebration for me - I'm not a Christian, not a big... Continue reading
Posted Dec 25, 2016 at DatingGod
All my life, seeming chaos whips through my world, upending relationships, work, financial flow, living situations. And each time, something in me trusts the process. Even as existential terror rips through heart and mind - how will I live? who will love me? how will i survive? - something in me knows that magic... Continue reading
Posted Oct 22, 2016 at DatingGod
I just did a reading for someone. Via skype. First time in many many many months I've read like that for someone. There's another few long-time clients who have me do readings ever so often for them, but it's mostly listening. This one was a full-out, all hands on deck reading complete with energy... Continue reading
Posted Jul 9, 2016 at DatingGod
brother chuck for f*x sake - rule #1 - nevah talk about . . . :)
Toggle Commented May 8, 2016 on Vortex of Now at DatingGod
The energy behind them boils up from cauldron of heart, fills my mind, explodes out of finger tips into garden, kitty fur, dinner. They thrum and vibrate out into the chill dawn riding inside om and shamanic yaup. So many words. Encapsulated images. The alive and on the move stories created out of the... Continue reading
Posted May 7, 2016 at DatingGod
The seven ayahuasca launches I took were devastating. They changed everything. Who I knew I was. What this place is. How to survive. The final remnants of the happy happy joy joy holistic shaman were flushed. The explosions and implosions continue. But there's also this new hilarious through-line. My new job? I'm in content... Continue reading
Posted Apr 12, 2016 at DatingGod
A post that was in draft form for nine years, posted now because it is all about Grandma. It's been left in draft in form, with no editing to fill anything out: Death isn't hard. It's just surrender on the other side of an exhalation. Tweezing my eyebrows alarmed her greatly- danger! beware! the... Continue reading
Posted Jun 12, 2015 at DatingGod
One year ago, at the age of thirty-eight, I reached a crossroads. I had been studying and practicing in the holistic field for close to two decades in the areas of stress management, meditation, and holistic lifestyle counseling (herbs, wellness, natural health, among others). While successful on the level of professional reputation and expertise,... Continue reading
Posted Jun 10, 2015 at DatingGod
Eleven days ago, I returned from a week-long trip to Spain. Ibiza, an island off the coast, shot through with a barely hidden magic. The architecture, sweeping swirls of adobe. The plants, outrageously thorned, twisty, and still blooming, tough survivors of hot, dry summers that turn freezing over wet winters. But I didn't go... Continue reading
Posted May 27, 2015 at DatingGod
My house was broken into a few weeks ago. They kicked in the door, stole the jewelry box, and hightailed it out in approximately 2 minutes, or so says the local cops who came to investigate when I called it in. They called it a grab and smash - only easily pawnable jewelry -... Continue reading
Posted Apr 25, 2015 at DatingGod
(((tendrils waving to one another across the barren cracks))) :)
Toggle Commented Apr 4, 2015 on Make Art. Tell the Truth. Be Free. at DatingGod
sean! so glad to see you and remember that you are in the world, in your own corner of this place. yes, yes, the trying and failing to build the comfortable box. is this a blessing or a curse? i still am not sure. "As for truth, I feel like people want the smell and feel of truth to spice up their dogma, but it mostly slips between the memes." f*ck yeah perfectly put. i miss your writing, too! yes - the scent of futility. the past couple of years have been heady with that. but the trick is to not leap back into hope, but to do things simply to do them, eh? i do not understand this place. but i sure as sh*t am glad for your company brother sean :)
Toggle Commented Apr 4, 2015 on Make Art. Tell the Truth. Be Free. at DatingGod
I quit the public health job. Gave a month's notice. Trained a replacement who still has that rosy save-the-world shine. Got the f*ck out. A decade of study and work in the public field, only to discover what I knew before I did all that moving and grooving and research and yelling and planning... Continue reading
Posted Apr 3, 2015 at DatingGod
Do I remember how to write? Do the stories, anyone's stories matter? Will reading this change a life? Forever? Until the next click through? Letting go, deepening surrender, yeah fine whatever. Not taking a picture of a moment because I choose not to leave the moment to be the one step outside of it... Continue reading
Posted Feb 16, 2014 at DatingGod
ahhhh, sweet teri . . . it is you that's gorgeous :)
Toggle Commented Aug 10, 2013 on Here at DatingGod
Sitting here on this Friday early morn, I look back at my living of six years ago and think of how much has changed. Or a decade ago, and how I'm barely the same person any more. The radical shift began in 2004, when I walked away from everything and everyone I knew, to... Continue reading
Posted Aug 9, 2013 at DatingGod
the second chapter is up, too - you have to sign in to access it - though it's easy enough if you use Facebook (or i think you can use twitter too). if not they just ask you to create a password. glad you're reading it :) working on editing more tonight! chapter three should go up in the next day or so . . .
Toggle Commented Jun 24, 2013 on DatingGod Gets Published :) at DatingGod
awww - thanks :)
Toggle Commented Jun 23, 2013 on DatingGod Gets Published :) at DatingGod
thank you lovely bella :)
Toggle Commented Jun 23, 2013 on DatingGod Gets Published :) at DatingGod
Yo party peoples - Long time no see :) So much to tell you, so much has happened. A huge shift of stabilizing this living that up until now has never really had any sort of stability. A creation of a landing pad so that big leaps can be taken, and there's a place... Continue reading
Posted Jun 23, 2013 at DatingGod
There comes a time when even the razor's edge becomes pointless. When you understand that the alertness and hyperconnectivity it requires means nothing. From one angle, it appears as if I am a middle-aged, overweight, middle class public servant. From another, it's a cow that finally stopped running alongside the herd in that small... Continue reading
Posted May 4, 2013 at DatingGod
thanks for the site share joe :)
Toggle Commented Jul 18, 2012 on News at DatingGod
are you watching the new hbo show The Newsroom? After every single episode, it has me thinking about what news is, how it affects us, what the point is, what it really is when newsmen/women get it right. til this show i abhorred the news. now i'm actively seeking out who is doing it... Continue reading
Posted Jul 16, 2012 at DatingGod