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Oh my dear sweet Jesse... I was on your waiting list tonight, literally holding the phone and willing you to stay on long enough to talk to me. I got the callback... and was very excited... then they told me you'd logged off. I'm very sad. :( Anyway, there's a major decision I have to make by tomorrow (Friday) and I won't be able to talk to you before then. PLEASE keep me in your prayers. I hope to talk to you soon, but again.. I think the Universe is working against that possibility! :( Love you dearly, Carmen
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Great advice as always, Jesse. :) The Universe is really working hard to make sure we don't hook up these days. :p It's driving me crazy. Just wanted to let you know that I'm still working on things. I'm having a really hard time though. I know I'm supposed to be "growing," but I'm discovering that I'm wrong more often than I'm right. I need some guidance. I'll try again to get a callback from you soon. I scheduled one last night--- was called back--- and after the recording accepted my PIN.... was promptly disconnected. By the time I called back, you were already on another call. :/ Again. The Universe is working really hard to frustrate me these days. Even writing this comment took a few tries. :( *big hug* Hope all is well deep in the heart of Texas. And I hope to talk to you soon. ~Carmen
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Hello everyone! I know I've been away. It's been a very trying time for me lately. I thought I had things figured out and I'm now thinking that I don't. :p Not sure where to turn from here. Just a bit frozen with an overwhelming feeling that I'm supposed to be doing something--- and yet I have NO idea *what* it is I'm supposed to be doing. :/ Jesse, I hope the move went well. I miss you here in the NW (even though we never met...) but I hope TX is treating you well. :) Blessings and hugs to you all, CB
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Aug 21, 2009
I love this story!!! Thank you for sharing it--- because by doing so, you have given ME a sign. :) When my mother passed away unexpectedly several years ago, I was on a beach in SoCal. At that time, I had no idea what had occurred, but I remember watching my husband as he played with our toddler in the waves and feeling an overwhelming sense of loss. At the time, I thought I was just having a slight panic attack over my son (thinking he might be carried out to sea by the waves if my husband somehow lost his grip on him), and shook it off as an irrational fear. Then I noticed that I was surrounded by several ladybugs (more than ten). I'd never seen ladybugs on the beach before, much less so many. Of course, later I found out about my mother. When I traveled to North Carolina to arrange her funeral, I found myself in a moment alone driving a rental car and I had a complete sobbing breakdown. I actually needed to pull over to deal with it. As I looked out the windshield, I saw a ladybug sitting on the windshield wiper. And I immediately felt better. Like my mother was sending me a sign. A few months after that, I was thinking of my mom once in my home (in Missouri), and I saw a ladybug crawling on the inside of my window. Just in the past week, I was told by my fave psychic Jesse (love you!) that my mother was going to be making herself known to me with more and more signs in the coming days. And today I found this blog post. Thank you. :)
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*big hug for everyone* Everybody hang in there! I totally understand how despair can take over... but in my personal experience I've found that positive energy begets positive energy. Timelines are tough... especially when you consider that the Universe has been around a very long time. ;) Two weeks, two months, even two years is just a blip on the Universal timeline. And I honestly think that you can push out that timeline if you cling to certain habits and thought patterns. So many of my friends usually find that they get what they've been looking for as soon as they stop looking for it. ;) Easier said than done to release things and just let the Universe take the reins... trust me, I know. But in the past couple of weeks, I've put a certain situation behind me... and I'm finding that I'm feeling like a huge weight has been lifted. I believe this is only the beginning of positive changes in my life. Please take care everyone, CB
Toggle Commented Aug 19, 2009 on Customer Roundtable at California Psychics®
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Aug 7, 2009
Hi ST, I hope "D" calls you! If not, I think it's important to remember that Gina Rose and Miss Krystal are not wrong... I'm discovering that a lot of what takes place really is up to the free will of the person involved. "D" sounds a lot like "M" in the fact that he is a very strong-willed person... I can tell you in "M"s case, he will not be moved until he is good and ready! ;) Last night, I envisioned a wall ("M" has put up a very strong wall between us) that I was trying very hard to get through. I would place peace offerings at the wall. Nothing. I would sit and read while I was waiting for SOMETHING to happen at the wall. Nothing. Every once in a while I would pound on the wall and sob uncontrollably. Nothing. In the vision, I kissed the wall and walked away... and that's when it came down. But I wasn't ready for what came next. Which made me realize that it wasn't necessarily a bad thing that the wall existed in the first place. ;) I'm thinking things happen the way they happen for a reason. As painful as they might be. I'm not telling you this because I think it will happen with "D"... I think more than anything, this was a cathartic way of me saying that no matter WHAT happens... I believe it's happening for a reason... and I know I'll be fine on the other side. ;) Blessings to you, CB
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Feel better today. :) Things always look brighter in the morning. I had another vision last night that backs up something you've been saying all along Jesse.... that I am supposed to help M heal. He apparently has a lot of healing to do. Kinda hard when he's not paying attention to me, but I'll continue writing and we'll see what happens. In any case, this helps me put aside my frustration at not being able to get through the walls... for now. ;) He's not ready for it, and I'm not ready for his response in his current emotional state. There IS a Plan in place, and I'm realizing that it's for my own good to do this the long, frustrating way.... lol. (note: I'm writing this before I see your response to my earlier post... just wanted to let you know... :) xo, Carmen
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My dear Jesse, :) I want to thank you for this blog, because I turn to it when I start to feel very frustrated about my own "soulmate" situation... I'm fighting the urge to be cynical about love... but it's been a tough week. :( Communicating with "M" is like communicating with a (silent) brick wall. I'm beyond frustrated. :p I'm thinking I should be focusing on something else right now--- but I really wish the signs would stop in the meantime. Just one recent one, I was riding my bike a few days ago along a pathway and whizzed past a family... as soon as I reached them I overheard the mother say to one of the children, "(M's name here)..." I also had a vision of him going down a ladder that disappeared into a swirling maelstrom. I was at the top of the ladder extending my hand to him. He saw me, and jumped down into the abyss. Yikes. Wondering when to cut my losses here... I can't help but feel that the Universe is toying with my emotions right now... :p
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Dear ST, I hear you on the "has gotten to me like no other" part. I have someone I used to be very close to who is now engaged to someone else (oy). You would think I would learn my lesson, forget about him and move on--- but it's REALLY hard to do, especially since I keep getting sign after sign after sign about him. Makes me wonder what the Universe has planned here. I'm thinking that what I need to do is just try to move on and stop thinking about him so much and let the chips fall where they may. If we get together later, fine. If not, fine. That's what my brain keeps telling me. My heart isn't listening apparently. ;) Hang in there. I do believe there is some sort of Plan in place for you and me--- whether it involves being with these men or learning how to work through these emotions and moving on. It's just taking a while for that Plan to present itself. ;) (And yes, Jesse is VERY sweet and very caring.) :) Blessings, CB
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Jul 25, 2009
I just love you to death, Jesse! *big hug* I'll definitely call... it might be an "abbreviated" call (due to current financial circumstances...) but I will definitely be talking to you soon! Thank you for keeping a candle lit for me... I KNOW it's helping me stay strong. :) Oh, and BTW... I wrote a testimonial for you a few days ago... hopefully it will show up soon! xo, Carmen
Toggle Commented Jul 26, 2009 on Predictions Update at California Psychics®
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Thank you, ST! I will definitely keep everyone posted. :) I have to say that I've really enjoyed your posts here. I love this group--- everyone is so supportive!!
Toggle Commented Jul 26, 2009 on Predictions Update at California Psychics®
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Hi Lise, Thank you for your comment on my blog! I apologize for not getting back to you sooner... I still need to figure out how to work my way around here. :) I know so many wonderful women out there (and a few men as well) who really seem to believe that they have limited choices in life--- not just in love--- but in other areas as well (career, spiritual path, etc.). It makes me sad when they put blinders on and don't take time to see what else is happening around them--- because they are missing so much! :( That's where the blog post came from. I hope you read other posts as well--- that one really was kind of unusual for me (I don't usually vent like that...lol). I usually try to be much more positive in my posts. ;) Blessings, Carmen
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Jul 25, 2009
Hello everyone, Wanted to give an accurate prediction update here. Jesse told me I would get a "hit" at work this week--- she said she thought I would be laid off... and sure enough, I was laid off this morning. I know I should be upset, but thanks to Jesse I'm not. This is apparently part of a much larger plan that will lead to more happiness than I've ever known. And she's helping me figure out the way to that path! If you read this Jesse, please know that I love you dearly... you have helped me in ways you don't even know (er, actually I'm SURE you know... but you know what I mean... ;).
Toggle Commented Jul 24, 2009 on Predictions Update at California Psychics®
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Lovely Duckling, your words are quite profound and beautiful... and I'm really glad that you are starting to feel some peace in your life. I can tell you are making the most of your journey, and that is such an inspiration! Thank you!
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As always, I am overwhelmed and humbled by your words! :) I am the one who is constantly honored by what *you've* brought to *me*.... and I am so glad that the Universe brought us together! *big hug* I'll talk to you soon. Love, light and blessings, Carmen
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Hi Jesse! This was the first blog I was drawn to when I discovered this blog today. Go figure (since I call you quite a bit). :) As always, your words are wonderful and insightful. I love the analogy you make about the seasons. The fact that spring can come back after winter is very heartening. And I choose not to be a cynic! Promise! :) ~ClaraBell (aka, Carmen)
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