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Cassandra Ray Stanley
Texas
Me, just me being me trying to figure out who I am
Interests: my kids, playing soccer, writing poetry and fiction, mustangs and camaros. fender guitars
Recent Activity
I got up early and went to church today. It was our preacher's last sermon and she talked about loss and saying goodbye she also mentioned that she did 32 funerals one of which being my own daughters. It was a good service and I really enjoyed going to church... Continue reading
Posted Jun 6, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
The best summer job I had was working at the Bar b Que barn. I loved the people I worked with and it was a pretty easy job. Continue reading
Posted Jun 5, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
Help me find patience, and let me learn to breath Teach me not to worry and show me how to believe Take me as I am and cherish all my imperfections And remind me everyday that you will be my protection Give me time to think and time to meditate... Continue reading
Posted Jun 5, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
Its Friday night and I am spending it with my family. I'm also trying to work on my book determined to have it finished by the end of this month. I have already sent query letters out so cross your fingers that I will have an offer soon. I feel... Continue reading
Posted Jun 4, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
Just a quick happy memorial day to everyone out there, and remember to hug a veteran today. Continue reading
Posted May 31, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
Everyone always says that loss is natural but the truth is that when you are going through loss it is the most unnatural feeling in the world. I mean you have this person in your life and then suddenly you have to come to the realization that you will never... Continue reading
Posted May 24, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
I have thirteen cents on my coffee table. Sometimes I feel like that thirteen cents just a small amount, nothing big but still have a purpose although there isn't much thirteen cents will get you. Is it normal to feel inconspicuous and small? I know I have purpose I just... Continue reading
Posted May 22, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
Three in the Morning Its three in the morning and I still cant sleep, Tired eves make me weary Tired muscles make me weak. I hope evey minute to be abe to rest but my mind keeps running and puts me to the test. I know that tomorrow I wont... Continue reading
Posted May 20, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
I don't know exactly what I am thinking right now. I am tired but can not relax. I can not think straight either. I put in a movie so that I could take my mind off the complication of my situation. I want my kids to go to bed so... Continue reading
Posted May 19, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
Today I have just felt angry all day. I know I dont want to be like this because this was how my mother was, no offense mom, but anger is a common emotion. I dont like being angry and feeling anxious all the time. I dont like being too amped... Continue reading
Posted May 19, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
I Wanna Party All Night Long clock on a Saturday night. I remember many times that I partied all night long Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.I remember having nothing but a five dollar winning lottery ticket and I was bound and determined to go somewhere. Anywhere but home. It took me... Continue reading
Posted May 15, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
This has been a rough day. For some reason I have had Freddy and Hope on my mind.I hope that I can sleep tongiht I run my 5K tomorrow. Continue reading
Posted May 14, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
My mom asked me if I have found a doctor yet which I know means did you find a psychiatrist that can put you on crazy meds yet. Mom Im not crazy just been through some bad shit and needed to find a way to deal with it. Right now... Continue reading
Posted May 14, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
if anyone reads this please post a comment. Thanks Cassy Continue reading
Posted May 13, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
My mobile phone saved the day when I had to rescue three people from an overturned submerged pick up truck. I was calling 911 while running to the scene of the accident. Continue reading
Posted May 13, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
Today I went and put my memory box on Hope's grave but I couldn't help but wish I could visit Freddy. Fred was one of my long time friends. Like we were 12 together and we even kissed once. One day while I was going through my divorce and he... Continue reading
Posted May 13, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
Today I went to visit Hope's grave. I brought my four year old Elizabeth with me. She is still trying to understand why these people are no longer with us and when I tried to explain it to her she said that God was mean for taking people away. I... Continue reading
Posted May 12, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
I dont really know if I want one. The tv I have works just fine Continue reading
Posted May 11, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
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May 11, 2010
Last night I found a familiar feeling, on of sadness and regret. I spent the day with my children and as a mothers day surprise they got to spend the evening with their grandmother, a treat for all of them. As I settled to watch a movie and realize I... Continue reading
Posted May 10, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself
Good Deeds 332, Today we tithed at church today so I guess that is also my faith. I think that today we should be thankful for mothers, but also for the children that God have graciously given us. Mothers and children are both gifts. I mean its not rare for... Continue reading
Posted May 9, 2010 at Losing Hope and Finding Myself