I'll certainly be checking this out. I agree that forum software sucks. The best I've ever found, even to this day, is not open source or even downloadable. Delphi Forums. When you need ideas for innovation... look there ;-)

Jeff, I'm a bit frustrated by the whole tone of the comments toward you. You admit thinking about suicide and a bunch of knuckleheads think that anything else is important in relation to that. This post has bothered me all day. I'm sorry you've seen that side of people, I give them the benefit of the doubt that they just skimmed your post. While I think I'm preaching to the choir here from what you said in your post. Suicide is never the answer and especially not the answer when you have young ones that rely on their dad to be there. Get whatever help you need. Nothing else you said matters.