What's an FP page? Again, if you love your alleged wife so much, why are you so interested in my life? We both know why...well at least I do. You, however, will continue to delude yourself, whine about women who don't want you and pretend that it's because we don't want any black men. No, we just don't want you. Oh and if I'm such a clown, why are you here? Tell you what: you go with God and stay gone. For real--not like you're pretending to now. Any further comments from you will be creatively edited. Have a nice life and keep your nose out of mine.

And, since you claim to be married, why do you care what other women want or don't want? You need to stay in your lane and worry about the woman you're alleged married to. But we both know you're so obsessed with other black women that you can barely see straight. Poor Mrs. Fair...assuming she really exists.

Oh you think my novel is a romance novel! Actually it's about people like you who can't seem to stay out of other folks' business.

What romance novels?

Stalking you? Hahahahaha!!! I like reading other black conservative sites and you're infamous at many of them. Facebook pages also. You're at my site, not the other way around. So who is stalking whom? Your poor wife. You must hate her. That's why you married her: to get revenge on at least one black woman.

Ha ha! Little do you know. Besides, you would, even though you have never had a chance in Hell and not just with me. That's why you're so angry at black women--besides that mommy abuse thing. We both know those are your problems and they are the root of your anger. Why else would you do what you do? I've seen your comments all over the place, Steve Fair, and your pathological anger is pathetic to behold. Seek help. I'll even pray for you.

Why are you mad at me? I didn't give birth to you.

Check the date of the post. Glad to see some things don't change; you're as stupid as ever. But here's a change: you're whinier.

Hi Ruth! I don't feel inclined to write so much anymore. But every now and then something gets me going. I've been thinking and praying about things like this for a bit. And God has been dealing with me about my own pride issues. However, I sit outside--like I've been doing a long time--talk to the Lord, and mull things over. With this subject, I finally set myself at my computer and put down those musings on the site. It's a topic I've been trying to understand and verbalize for too long. Thank you for your years of reading. J.

Please read further than the first mention of Jobs. Thank you for the rest!

How ya doing Ric? There has really been only one problem in the "black community" in the last few generations: illegitimacy. All the other maladies are mere symptoms of that. I knew that RGIII's parents were probably married before it was stated in fact; his very name is an indication. That he seems to exhibit none of the character flaws common to many young black persons is another.

Thank you, Jim. I appreciate it.

Well, I've lived for a relatively long time as well, and I've seen it asked several times, the last of which occurred on Facebook, inspiring me to compose this post. And what "community" are you talking about? How interesting that because you have never seen/heard something, you don't believe that it occurred. This is really all about you, isn't it?

Expressing gratitude to my parents or to living veterans on V day is not the same as expressing gratitude to living white people for the actions of their dead ancestors--especially when their ancestors could have found a better way to solve the problem of their own making. I'm glad you don't want any credit or blame for that. So what was your problem with this post again?

My ancestors were slaves because of black Africans and because of white Americans. It turned out to be a blessing. I'm over it. Perhaps you should get over it too and take individuals in your present life as they are. That's what I try to do every day.

By the way, there are many people who wish they had different parents than the ones to whom they were born. I am not one of those, but your analogy falls down at that point. Try again.

Which is why I'm grateful to God for my freedom--and to no one else.

Likewise a big fan of yours! Good to see you back in the saddle.