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i hate this life. i hate no matter where i go, i am still haunted by who i am, i cannot change from this.. i hate myself. i want to die. Continue reading
Posted Dec 16, 2009 at forgotten's blog
i miss home.. just because my parents didn't give two fucks if i cut my arm open with a razor blade.. i guess its nice to know that they care here.. i just miss it.. i know that sounds weird, but it helped.. it gave me a type of pain that i could control.. it balanced out the emotional with physical.. it made me sadly happy.. each scar has a story, but none are a story worth telling.. Continue reading
Posted Dec 14, 2009 at forgotten's blog
i miss.. Drugs. not like cocaine or meth or pills. i never did those. but marijuana, it was perfect. it was just enough to numb me out to my suicidal tendencies and bring me to a state of relaxed happiness. why the fuck couldn't everyone just leave me alone? i was happy.. and they had to take it away.. i guess it was a "bad habit" whatever. i wasn't being stupid.. i just wanted to be normal for once.. i need help. Continue reading
Posted Dec 14, 2009 at forgotten's blog
i have fallen. i have yet to hit bottom, but I'm on my way. i hate depression. i can't remember the last time that i didn't want to kill myself. whats happened to me? why can't i enjoy anything anymore..? i just put on my fake smile and unhappily live life. i wish i was dead. Continue reading
Posted Dec 14, 2009 at forgotten's blog
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Dec 14, 2009