Jeff, thanks for writing good things. My wife is the most precious thing to me in all of the world. I become almost paralyzed when I think of what harms could possibly befall her. I can't entertain those thoughts for more than a few seconds, and I must shove them out. When reality hits, it's difficult to figure out. One day at the office an employee's family was visiting for lunch, and their young baby stopped breathing for no apparent reason. They were never able to revive it. Although I was not directly involved in any way, its reality was shaking.