"Future you will one day hug present you, and then remind present you that present you never gave up." Exactly. Reading your stuff showed me that you need to do work you love. I too had a lot to learn and to go through, but I didn't give up an last Saturday I opened my very own little practice/clinic (don't know the exact english word for this). 2003 me stares openmouthed at 2010 me and shakes her head unbelievingly. So, thank you, Wil. And: *hug* Bests from Germany Nicole