My husband and I felt horrible after we read this post. He grabbed your hand after you took our picture. He also got the swine flu during the 2009 PAX epidemic (though his dick of a doctor said it couldn't be the flu since it lasted two weeks) and he refers to it as two of the worst weeks of his life. Rest assured that if we ever see you again we will be sure to just wave. I totally respect never wanting to feel that way again.