I love this lady. I'm sure at some point we were the best of friends. I just can't read with anyone else. She knows what I need to talk about, without me saying one word. Wish I could talk to her everyday. You're the best! Can't wait to talk to you again. :-D

Hey, lady! This has already been a very interesting month, that I'm starting to get really excited about. I can't wait to see what that Blue Moon in Cancer has in store for me...and "the man". I don't know if you watched Sex and the City, but he is my "Big". He's just like Big. It's season six, and I think he's finally coming around. Thanks for your friendship and encouragement. Maybe I should fly to Paris with a hot, indifferent Russian. :-p kiddin' Can't wait to talk to you again!!

...and, yes, I meant to write "horrorscope"...sometimes I call it "horriblescope"...LOL

Hey, Miss Krystal. I so miss talking to you. I can't wait for September to be over with. October is supposed to be a better one for everyone in general. I read my monthly horrorscope off of astrologyzone, and it is always dead on, then I couple it with CP's daily. This month has been brutal, and I can't wait for it to be in the past. Not too much action in the man dept., as was predicted, but I was kinda hoping it was wrong. Lose ends to deal with...it was a very businesslike month. Boring. As far as the man, just kinda chilling out. Being friends...eventhough I want to jump him. I can tell that he wants the same, but we've decided to cool off for a bit. I'm hoping October will be some sort of break through month for us...I've been wishing that forever it feels like. Kinda sad today. This has been a MOODY month. UGH. Hope your September has been better than mine. ;-)

Hey Gina Rose, I'm too confused for all this excitment stuff...your question marks are valid. I kinda feel like I messed up somewhere...I joined an activity to forget about a guy. Then I messed that up by letting a new guy get in my brain. It's not like I can avoid him by taking another class...he's there all the time. He own the place. I've just put myself in a position to have to go somewhere else...to forget about two guys. Seriously, what is wrong with me???

OMG, girl. You would not believe what is going on...and, I know 'cause we haven't ever talked about it. I am so conflicted, and I need to call you soon.

Oh, my goodness...this article is blowing my mind. I was just thinking about this crazy situation going on in my life, and I was hoping to see something (anything) from you, Phillip. My "love" life is so confusing right now; it's making my crazy. And, I keep asking myself why this is happening? It's not what I ever thought would happen. I was working on a difficult relationship, with a guy that I am totally in love with, and took up a sport to give me something else to focus my energy on. Who would have guess that my instructor would have me second guessing the path I'm on??? I like him, and I don't want to. And, he likes me, and he is free to fully be in a relationship. I am soooo conflicted. And, I keep asking why is this happening? This is not what I wanted to happen. Why is he coming into my life at this point...just when things were kinda looking up, this new guy enters the picture, and he doesn't even know he's messing it all up. :-p

:-( I needed more time...soon, my friend. "CK" was part of his son's name, and the "B" was the sport he plays...it's where he's directed all his energy for probably the last 10 years...his son and the development of that sport. It clicked when I woke up this morning. It's all consuming in his life and makes total sense that you would pick up on that. Peace.

Hello Happiness, What you are saying is awesome. Respect yourself. In all likelihood your husband (I'm assuming you're a woman…lol) feels the same as you. Change is scary. Love yourself; love that man you shared so much of you life with, and tell that part of your life goodbye. I totally feel your exhaustion...imagine all the other places in your life you could redirect that energy. Peace and lots of love!

Thank you, Phillip. I am working on this right now, and I'm finding it easier and easier everyday. I've started a new sport, that I've been wanting to try for some time, and it has really kept my mind off the issues I was wasting energy on. If it's meant to be, it'll be. You said that you didn't give a rat's [email protected]@ if I ended up with the man I was calling about, after saying that we are Karmically connected...that really struck a cord with me. You know what?? I don't give a rat's [email protected]@ either. :-p I do, but it's really not bothering me too much anymore. I'm just living my life. So, we'll see what the future holds. But, for now, I'm putting my energy back into myself. Gonna let him expend some...and, he is...Thanks again!! I totally love you! :-)

Hi, Miss Krystal! You are so awesome, & I haven't even been able to speak with you yet. I hope to be able to do so within the week. I can't wait to be able to say, "Hi, Miss Krystal. It's me, crazycancer!" Till then...

Hello. I wanted to talk about "taking your power back." I've been working with Phillip, and he has really helped me to realize that we all have our own person power, and when we give it away, the universe responds in kind. I've never thought of myself as a pushover, but when someone truly captures my heart, I want to do everything I can to make sure they know how much they mean to me, i.e taking pictures of things that we find funny, new songs that I've heard that he might like, articles that he might find interesting, e-mails that simply say that i care and am thinking about you, etc. Somewhere along that road, a shift in power took place, and our power as a couple became unbalanced. It seems now that I am doing all the giving. Let me tell you, although there is a great love there and the predictions say that we are going to be together long term, this is really draining on a person. I initially started speaking with CP because I was beginning to feel like a fool, and I wanted reassurance that this was more than one-sided. Everyone that I've talked to here predicts that we are meant to be something greater than we are now, but Phillip is really giving me something to work with. So, how do I take my power back? I've really been asking myself this question. I'm beginning by writing here. Believing that someone might benefit from even hearing the phrase, "take you power back", makes me feel better. I've also done simple things like change passwords that contain any reference to him (initials, dates, etc), and I've replaced them with things that are only about me. I've also decided that when I receive an email or a call, that I will not feel compelled to answer immediately, like in the past. We are good friends, and I plan on keeping it that way...just more on my terms now. I am worth more. I deserve better. If I believe that, then he will too. We are all beautiful beings, and we need to believe it. That is the most powerful thing we can do for ourselves. I hope that I've helped one person feel better about themselves here. Own your power. You are the only one who can. Peace.

oh, phillip, how i have missed your words of wisdom. they carry me through some of my darkest times. thank you. this is a powerful article...and what i needed to read today. i know that we must have been great friends at one time.

thanks...i try. i'm actually very sad, and my humor is my tough outer shell. i miss him every day. my heart hurts, and it always feels like i'm on the brink of tears. i just try to ignore it, and go about my life in the most positive way i can. only the people very close to me know how i feel inside. thank you for your words of encouragement. it's much appreciated.

yeah...you can manifest the spillage of my lover's inner most thoughts and feelings...lol good luck with that. ;-)

question...can you ask your guide(s) to speak with someone else's guide(s)??

thank you, gina rose. when i saw his picture, i felt a connection. i was hesistant to get a reading from a man...considering the topic, but it turned out really well. i have to stop myself from calling him too much. i just like to hear his reassurance, plus he tells me different details every time. it's really amazing how much he knows about the person i'm calling about. his words comfort me...like a big hug. :-)

hi. thank you for your words. i am practicing the art of "being still"...phillip says so. :-p but, really, i am just living my life and going with the flow of the universe. i go out with friends and have fun all the time. there's just always something missing, 'ya know? an empty feeling. we're mailnly just friends now, but i love him very much and miss him all the time. i'd like for the prediction to be a reality, but i'm prepared...it'll happen if it happens.

wow...just plucked the thoughts right from my head...i just want him to be happy. it makes total sense.

thank you for posting this! phillip mentioned something about me having a strong guide presence, and i was wondering how to get in touch with it myself...it's like you read my mind. :-p

i keep reading all these stories about us women and the men we are waiting around for...and, i am in that same boat with all of you. i just picture a bunch of women in their proverbial boats floating around. that's what i feel like right now...i'm just floating. i relate to music in a big way, and KT Tunstall's Silent Sea is the song that resonates within me the most right now. i've talked mostly to phillip, but i've talked with rachel, winter, violet & meryl. not one of them has told me that i'm not supposed to be with this man and he has a lot of love for me. they all see that he has to give up something to be with me, and he will in time...oh, the time is killing me. and, he is soooo hard to read, and i can read everyone. phillip says that he should be ready to do this in february of next year, but others have given me a rang of up to two years. i just don't know. and, my heart feels like it is breaking into a million tiny pieces. he gets close, then pulls back...way back. so, i know what you guys are going through. it's such a hard place to be. i want to be through this already! patience was never one of my strong suites!!! i'm used to going after what i want and getting it! but, i've grown a lot with this man, and i'm learning patience at a stellar pace. i don't think we knew how truly miserable we were, until we found each other. i just think i'm a little further ahead...as usual. :-p i love this blog. i don't feel like a crazy lunatic anymore.

ha ha, lorna...i made it through the night...all tears intact! i am italian...so i can't really say anything about the "fur" part. :-p i hope to speak to you soon...

i've never known thati could want someone so much...but being able to talk about it here helps. there is a space in my heart that, as much as i try, i can't fill. wheni'm around him, my whole body lights up. he just makes me so happy, and he doesn't even believe that i could feel that way about him. this is his issue he willhave to figure out. he's a comfortable man, and he would have to give up a lot to be with me. i just accept that he may never come around. i justcan't make the pain and the emptiness go away.it's a sad, hard thing to live with. being an emotional girl doesn't help much. :-p oh, well...such is life. it is what it is. there is nothing i can do about it, except "be still". maybe one day... love, hugs kisses to you all!

you want to forget painful things? those are the hardest to forget...

hahaha...YES!! and, i can usually remember the time of day or the day of the week. this is so funny. i'm going to call you soon. i'd like you to tap into me. i'm a freakin' mess. :-p