Today I officially realized what makes someone a true friend. It's not how long you have been friends, or anything really of that nature. It's the things that you would do for that person. Recently I met these people who have changed my life. They found me when I was down and brought me to realization. I am very grateful for them. They have quickly become my best friends, I would take bullets for them. So here is my shout out to my friends. Lauren Claypool, Hanna Rehmann, Alex Penn, Allie Villabojos, Kim Moyer, Nichole Perez, and Shane Canellis. I... Continue reading

today I finished my finals. I have officially finished my first semester of college! YAY! Continue reading

Are friends suppose to get on your last nerve? Cause I am pretty sure this girl who has been my "friend" since like forever has gotten on my last nerve. Like its to the point were little things she does annoys me. But I dont want to lose her as a friend, because she is the only person who knows what I have been through, and sometimes I think she uses that against me. Ugh...what to do. I think we need relationship counseling. Ugh!!!!!!!!! This is nerve racking. I am ready to slap someone. Continue reading

I am studying for my finals. Continue reading

I hate love, especially since I have been in all the wrong kinds of relationships. Its all sorts of messed up actually. I have decided that I am going to end up a spinster. The cat lady who is really a dog lady. Maybe two cats. I have decided that if I need love I am going to adopt kids from Ethopia or China. That way I know for sure I will be loved. Haha, no more heart breaks. So I am going to be the dog lady with two cats and kids from Ethopia or China. Haha...my life sucks.... Continue reading

I feel so selfish/ I feel like I am the only one/ The only one who understands/ Could it be that I am the only one/ The only one who sees the danger inside/ Her eyes are calling me/ The pain inside her eyes/ They tell me a story/ A story of pain/ She is only seven/ Yet she has seen more violence in her life than me/ This poor little girl has no other life than that pain/ I feel so selfish/ I grew up just fine/ No one died because of disease or war/ No one died because... Continue reading

To many times people look at me and they automatically just think of me as that fat girl. But if they took the time to actually get to know me. They would see how nice I am. But since they don't they just end up hurting me. I befriended these people and I was actually starting to really like them. I thought they were actually looking past my imperfections. Only I found out they weren't. They were using me for their own personal gain. But that is okay, whatever. I have moved on. I am out to find out who... Continue reading