Theres a strange difference for stateside deployments and an even stranger is the training for weeks at a time. I'v been his wife through all of this and I still find it hardest to keep it all together. Just the thought of him a drive or a plane ride away... Continue reading

Theres a strange difference for stateside deployments and an even stranger is the training for weeks at a time. I'v been his wife through all of this and I still find it hardest to keep it all together. Just the thought of him a drive or a plane ride away makes me so crazy I want to crawl out of my skin. He has been gone for a year I get him back for a month then hes leaves again for another month... compared to a year i know its nothing. I just feel so near to him its like candy stashed and you know just where it is your just not allowed to go in that part of the house. Apparently though if I become a stripper over where he is stationed I would get to see him and his boys everynight.....makes you think keep the families away but if you want to go to a strip club no problem??? Just thought that was a bit interesting hmmmmm....... Continue reading

Tired of the late night wake ups!!! Can’t you leave me alone!!! It’s like a conspiracy...who can make Jennifer wake up at 2 am tonight...”Me me me it’s my turn it’s my turn" they all cheer in unison. Funny enough I have that song as my txt tone...” Its 2am... Continue reading

I’m not sure why human beings have the audacity to feel that they are better than others. No matter what makes them feel this way the self proclaimed illusions of grandeur are narcissistic, ignorant, and contradictory at best. Why is there a major gap between the haves and the have... Continue reading

You were the one, the one with the knowledge Of all that I have been through All I’d done, done to me, done to you, all of my life you always knew The first time I felt you inside me I pushed you away The memory of my innocence was... Continue reading

We met in middle school. He was older and I was. I didn’t see him walk in and I didn’t see him sit down behind me. But I felt him….. flick my ears. He was some big deal around the school but I was in my own little world. My... Continue reading

TheCrosby a blogger on a site where military wives post writings to encourage each other through deployments blogged a particularly ignorant response to a particular blog about a family’s home in particular the perks of increased salary while deployed she mentioned the grass and other material assets that were afforded... Continue reading

The Day My Husband Left on Our First Deployment Continue reading

Thoughts of an army wife Its 143 in the morning and as my family sleeps and my husband continues with his day in Iraq I sit in my bed my mind racing. Thinking of life, love, reenlistment, money problems, and the gift soldiers have to endure situations most will never... Continue reading