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Esther
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I don't care what you think, I'm just being my self.
Interests: You want to know about me? Then read the words I write.
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Who am I kidding? Why do I lie? Why do I pretend? The world tries to get me to betray myself, tempting me to become like all those super models. Have the long silky hair, the thin frame with the skinny legs and arms. Do drugs and drink the alcohol... Continue reading
Posted Jul 17, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
It's hard to fall asleep, In a world that's always awake, My dreams are memories, Unrealistic expectations of a child, They tell us to chase these things, But they don't tell us we have to sell our souls. Money, sex, drugs, big houses, fast cars, This is the American dream,... Continue reading
Posted Jul 9, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
There are very few things I feel accomplished about. Mostly because I've had many relationships in my life where the feeling accomplishment for my actions or goals never was appreciated or noticed. it wasn't that I was looking for attention, quite the opposite really. I was more interested in people's... Continue reading
Posted Jul 5, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
There are very few things I feel accomplished about. Mostly because I've had many relationships in my life where the feeling accomplishment for my actions or goals never was appreciated or noticed. it wasn't that I was looking for attention, quite the opposite really. I was more interested in people's... Continue reading
Posted Jul 5, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
When I grow up, That’s every childhood question, Setting us up for society’s standards, But I’ve never been one to follow the crowd, All I’ve wanted was to just to be me. I told my parents and teachers, I’d be an artist, They told me it’s unrealistic, They think I... Continue reading
Posted Jun 27, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
This week I’ve been thinking about who I’ve become, and why I am here. It’s questions such as this that makes me wonder furiously what God has in store for me. Why do I have such questions swirling in my mind? Continue reading
Posted Jun 23, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
(Warning!! Raw and Real material. Some gore and violence may be present. Reader discretion is advised. Censor overload!!) Have you ever felt as if change is something suffocating you? As if you're under water and you can't be heard? Lately I've been feeling so lost. Everyone I know talks about... Continue reading
Posted Jun 22, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
I don’t mean to sound like a broken record, I don’t mean to be a bother, I don’t mean to be so pessimistic, I don’t mean to be moody, I don’t mean to push you away, I don’t mean to be reserved, I don’t mean to be so insecure about... Continue reading
Posted Jun 19, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
Once I was six years old, My momma told me, Go make yourself some friends Or you'll be lonely. I was just a kid when it all began, Hiding beneath my desk, Crying tears of fear. Once I was twelve years old, My daddy told me, Go get yourself a... Continue reading
Posted Jun 13, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
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(Warning! All censors off! If you don't want something raw and freaky real, then get off my blog now!) Ever get the feeling that every time you open your eyes, nothing seems real? Do you feel as if you're floating around, and no one sees your head in the clouds?... Continue reading
Posted Jun 10, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
I can feel my blood boil, My hands ball to fists, I punch these walls, Punching until they hurt, I sweat my anger, I kick away my fear, And I wipe away my insecurities. I’ve been doing this since I was a kid, Watching the kids on the playground, I... Continue reading
Posted Jun 6, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
I can feel my blood boil, My hands ball to fists, I punch these walls, Punching until they hurt, I sweat my anger, I kick away my fear, And I wipe away my insecurities. I’ve been doing this since I was a kid, Watching the kids on the playground, I... Continue reading
Posted Jun 6, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
she turns the music up to drown out life. Continue reading
Posted Jun 5, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
Hey guys! I know it’s been a while since I last wrote in my blog. Life’s been a bitch and been a nuisance. I have one question for you all: Do you ever wonder how much you exist in people’s life? Lately I've been thinking about my own significance in... Continue reading
Posted Jun 5, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
You cannot destroy me. I destroy me. Continue reading
Posted May 24, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
(Warning: raw, and real material . If you don't want to hear what I have to say, get the fuck off my blog now!!) I had an epiphany lately, that nothing in this life is easy to come by or simple to maintain once you have it. Things that we... Continue reading
Posted May 22, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy