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Esther
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I don't care what you think, I'm just being my self.
Interests: You want to know about me? Then read the words I write.
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This week I’ve been thinking about who I’ve become, and why I am here. It’s questions such as this that makes me wonder furiously what God has in store for me. Why do I have such questions swirling in my mind? Continue reading
Posted yesterday at Park Bench Therapy
(Warning!! Raw and Real material. Some gore and violence may be present. Reader discretion is advised. Censor overload!!) Have you ever felt as if change is something suffocating you? As if you're under water and you can't be heard? Lately I've been feeling so lost. Everyone I know talks about... Continue reading
Posted 2 days ago at Park Bench Therapy
I don’t mean to sound like a broken record, I don’t mean to be a bother, I don’t mean to be so pessimistic, I don’t mean to be moody, I don’t mean to push you away, I don’t mean to be reserved, I don’t mean to be so insecure about... Continue reading
Posted 5 days ago at Park Bench Therapy
Once I was six years old, My momma told me, Go make yourself some friends Or you'll be lonely. I was just a kid when it all began, Hiding beneath my desk, Crying tears of fear. Once I was twelve years old, My daddy told me, Go get yourself a... Continue reading
Posted Jun 13, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
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(Warning! All censors off! If you don't want something raw and freaky real, then get off my blog now!) Ever get the feeling that every time you open your eyes, nothing seems real? Do you feel as if you're floating around, and no one sees your head in the clouds?... Continue reading
Posted Jun 10, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
I can feel my blood boil, My hands ball to fists, I punch these walls, Punching until they hurt, I sweat my anger, I kick away my fear, And I wipe away my insecurities. I’ve been doing this since I was a kid, Watching the kids on the playground, I... Continue reading
Posted Jun 6, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
I can feel my blood boil, My hands ball to fists, I punch these walls, Punching until they hurt, I sweat my anger, I kick away my fear, And I wipe away my insecurities. I’ve been doing this since I was a kid, Watching the kids on the playground, I... Continue reading
Posted Jun 6, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
she turns the music up to drown out life. Continue reading
Posted Jun 5, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
Hey guys! I know it’s been a while since I last wrote in my blog. Life’s been a bitch and been a nuisance. I have one question for you all: Do you ever wonder how much you exist in people’s life? Lately I've been thinking about my own significance in... Continue reading
Posted Jun 5, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
You cannot destroy me. I destroy me. Continue reading
Posted May 24, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
(Warning: raw, and real material . If you don't want to hear what I have to say, get the fuck off my blog now!!) I had an epiphany lately, that nothing in this life is easy to come by or simple to maintain once you have it. Things that we... Continue reading
Posted May 22, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
How could you do it? How could you leave so unexpected? I don’t know what its like to loose yourself in a bullet, but I do know what its like to loose yourself behind a razor. You were so happy that day, joking around, and showing us your dog’s new... Continue reading
Posted May 20, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
You and I, we’ve been through a lot together. I remember all the times that we had together, going into your room we blare the music loud as we talk about life. But now every time I look at you it’s like I barely know you, and every time we... Continue reading
Posted May 20, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
"Death is the mother of beauty," said Henry. "And what is beauty?" "Terror." "Well said," said Julian. "Beauty is rarely soft or consolatory. Quite the contrary. Genuine beauty is always quite alarming." I read this quote and it hit me hard. If the American definition of beauty being, "a combination... Continue reading
Posted May 16, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
"There's something in us that is very much attracted to madness. Everyone who looks off the edge of a tall building has felt at least a faint, morbid urge to jump." ~Stephen King, The Ballad of the Flexible Bullet Continue reading
Posted May 16, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy
Most people fear the dark—the shadows, the cracks, the spaces that lie between what can and can’t be seen. These individuals walk about blind however, for the worst evil is that which walks among us in the light. Continue reading
Posted May 16, 2019 at Park Bench Therapy