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Atlantic City
Ive learned to mimic the traits of a Psychopath so well im now thought of as one and im very guilty and filled with remorse
Interests: Codependent Body language expert, mind reader, promblem solver, unpaid professional worrier
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Truk is now following Chotie's daughter
Oct 13, 2015
As a former long time addict of xanax, and heroin not together or at the same time but I can tell you this its 1000 times easier to kick heroin 3 days of hell and the sun comes out xanax will turn your world in one long bad dream with more anxiety than you could ever possibly imagine you really think you are justa nervous anxious person its the xanax the worst thing was tolerance going through 30 day script in 21 days for 7 years I actually feel bad for myself just thinking about it the withdrawal is agonizing I feel bad for the millions and millions of older people hooked with absolutely no shot of ever getting off. I remember when trying to get off it hyperinsomnia I sleep with a fan and it always sounded like music was being played Id shut fan off nothing turn on music then I would get restless leg it wish if I was a Dr id be very careful prescribing it Im so scared of xanax its the only drug my wife will let me take occasionally if absolutley necessary because its a great med for a day or two
Toggle Commented Oct 14, 2015 on "Why Docs Don't Like Xanax" at Kellevision
As a drug addict I remember crying in despair and my wife telling me to shut up or one time she spit in my face I didnt want to be a drug addict I was in so much pain and torment I could no longer cope my childhood turned me from a good little boy with a kind heart into a violent frustrated man and worst of all into a codependent a textbook worrying guilt ridden codependent the narcissist that turned me was my father who of 8 of us treated me the worst my sister who I love dearly was treated the best by him yet her like most of my siblings turned their backs on him hes 85 now and in a nursing home of all of us I forgave him thinking the reason was my mom would of been happy but now I know i forgave him because i was still looking for his approval and I was codependent and after i visited him the ungrateful mooch wasnt happy to see me just what i would bring him then 6mos ago i realized my life of pain was laying in bed at the nursing home now he calls and says when are you coming i tell him tomorrow but never show up honestly I could literally beat him to death for making a codependent What gives the right for someone like him to be a father parents can hurt!!!
Toggle Commented Oct 14, 2015 on Human Connection vs. Addiction at Kellevision
Great article thank you
Toggle Commented Oct 14, 2015 on The Advantages of Being the Scapegoat at Kellevision
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Oct 13, 2015
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