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Yesterday, mom and I went to my cardiologist to check up on my heart. Long story short, a little over a month ago, I fractured my elbow and thought I tore my rotator cuff snowboarding. I went into an urgent care that evening to get it x-rayed and see what... Continue reading
Posted Jan 24, 2020 at Rational Soul
I've found myself talking up a storm lately any time I'm around another human. I begin to word vomit all these thoughts and feelings I've experienced these past two weeks while hardly allowing the other person time to respond because I'm on such a roll. Me, being the analytical person... Continue reading
Posted Jan 12, 2020 at Rational Soul
When the thoughts start to unravel, and I miss the little things that him and I shared, I have to remind myself to honor those things. I feel like the way people go about breakups nowadays consist of a cycle wrapped in anger and a false sense of self-love. A... Continue reading
Posted Jan 5, 2020 at Rational Soul
I can't feel bad for myself because I saw all the signs from day 1. Before anything was official, before I pursued, and was pursued. I saw the toxicity, I saw the abusive signs, and yet, I walked into it; my intuition telling me I was going to lose myself... Continue reading
Posted Jan 3, 2020 at Rational Soul
Today, I bought a plane ticket to Sydney, Australia, for a solo, ten day adventure. I booked my AirBnb in a perfect spot in the middle of everything I seemingly could have only dreamed of. It was as if the stars aligned, and the universe whispered, "Go." There aren't words... Continue reading
Posted Nov 15, 2019 at Rational Soul
A question I've been asking myself quite frequently lately is, "how much more are you willing to tolerate?" It's one of those questions that you know the answer to, but choose to avoid acting upon, as that answered is wrapped up with heartbreak. Heartbreak is such a son of a... Continue reading
Posted Nov 3, 2019 at Rational Soul
It was a tough week. My internal dialog usually lingers in the back of my mind, keeping hush-hush. But this week, it really showed face, with quite a lot of vengeance, might I add. On Wednesday, I walked into the gym feeling less than motivated to exert any energy whatsoever.... Continue reading
Posted Nov 2, 2019 at Rational Soul
My thoughts and emotions lately have been nothing but a ping-pong battle between good and evil. I feel so lost and uneasy about nearly every step I take. At the slightest new idea, my brain frantically finds a place to run, hide, and avoid. Even just writing this, between each... Continue reading
Posted Oct 25, 2019 at Rational Soul
Listening to the broken record of self deprecating thoughts, and glueing myself in front of my mental TV, replaying every painful memory that has existed in my life thus far, I find myself locked in the cell of my mind. I guess that habit formed due to my relentless need... Continue reading
Posted Sep 21, 2019 at Rational Soul
It was five weeks ago and one day that you died. I could sit here and say that I'm, "happy you're at rest", or I "know you're with me always". But who the fuck am I kidding? I watched you die, I watched your daughter, my beloved mother, and your... Continue reading
Posted Sep 15, 2019 at Rational Soul
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