John. You are my first love. I will always love you no matter who I date or marry in my future. That is something I can and never will deny. When our eyes first met, I knew right at the instant, I wanted to be with you. I felt as if I had known you for years. We had a great connection and chemistry. And now it seems that all the bad drama that came between us doesn't even matter because it doesn't change how I feel. That was the past, and I am over it. I really do wish you the best in life, even if it's not with me.