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Daydream
Dancing in the dark living room.
In the middle of the night.
Just the two of us.
Foreheads touching.
Bodies expressing.
The rhythm of our hearts and intentions.
Just the two of us.
Does it excite you to know that I am for you?
Feb 20, 2010
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On the Tip of Her Tongue
Such unquenchable, unreachable satiation of lust eludes.
Cannot reach it.
Cannot touch it.
Cannot calm it.
Those who are insane most certainly became that way because of love.
That is certain.
Desire builds but cannot be released.
Urges threaten to destroy sanity,
Yet it cannot be stopped.
The cruelty of circumstance forbids admitting the heart’s feeling.
But it is there.
Standing like a ghost in the distance,
Visible to only the lover.
It is her secret.
Not by choice,
But by the necessary silence.
The time has not yet come to admit it.
It burns inside.
Tearing and clawing to be freed.
Slashing a path toward the utterance,
Of a promised freedom.
And of love.
Feb 19, 2010
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Feb 19, 2010
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Kiss Me
Kiss me.
Harder.
Put your hands on me.
Press your fingers into my hips.
Talk to me with your touch.
Feb 19, 2010
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Unilateral Love
An empty hand extends to you.
Sinking into preoccupation,
Yet you refuse it.
How did this love become so one-sided?
Yearning for you.
Willing you to love me back.
Pierce the dam of life,
Let it flow in your name.
Allow the pulsing to fade,
All for you.
What a catastrophic misinterpretation of souls.
Where do I exist if not within your heart?
Where were you if not underneath me?
When I perpetrated all that I had into you?
How can this be a mirage?
I ache utterly for the loss,
That I never had.
Feb 19, 2010
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Rapture
In the all-consuming mess of my insecurities,
How can I convey the depth that your love has brought about my salvation?
The deepest part of my heart aches in grateful adulation.
So broken, so consumed in humiliation and disappointment.
How can you see through all of this and into my soul?
How do you know exactly what I need?
Please, do not make me admit that I need you.
Please just read my mind.
Claim me for yourself without apology.
I will not resist you.
Floating on the daydreams of wishes that have yet to be granted.
I lie with you in the clouds.
Star gazers on high,
You lift me.
Elevate me.
To see the beauty in myself.
Loving you is effortless.
A timeless journey I beg never to end.
Feb 19, 2010
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Feb 18, 2010
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I Will
Tell me you want me to come to you
Beg me to come to you.
Please come for me.
Please save me.
Let me save you.
I pray to God that you ignore every protest.
Break through every attempted raised wall.
And follow your gut instinct to come to me.
More, I need to hear that you need me.
I do not know my way without you to guide me.
I do not know what I am doing.
I am lost in love and I want you to find me.
I need for you to find me.
And I will come.
I will be there to protect you from your fears.
And we will conquer them together.
We will find each other in love.
And plant the seed to grow from the fruits of our labor.
You make it impossible to keep my wall standing.
I will tear down your walls.
You will show me the love that only the goddess of love truly can.
And when I can do nothing but stand before you pure and humbled,
I will know what true vulnerability is.
And when you have fallen on your knees in absolute surrender,
I will show you that love is your protector.
I will show you,
How powerful, firm and soft my hands can be,
As I pull you to me.
I will surrender my love to you,
Willingly giving you all I that I am.
I will show you that it is safe to do so.
I will glory at the splendor of your divine grace,
That God has bestowed upon me.
I will honor, protect, love and remain faithful to you,
For so long as you want me.
And I will show you with all of your vulnerability,
That you have no more to fear.
Feb 18, 2010
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Craving Winds of Desire
The warm spirit uses the wind to travel.
Invades her body and surrounds her soul with comfort.
Instant calming of her fears.
She sleeps soundly without worry.
For once feeling a consuming security.
She is truly happy for an instance.
Tears of elation and gratefulness fill her eyes.
At last the search is over.
Pain is a memory.
She has found her love.
Taking her with him, he transports them both to a place,
In between time and responsibilities.
Embraces her caress with his own.
Fans the flames of her desires.
Tells her that she’ll never be alone again.
They live a life of love together.
Accepting all of God’s blessings and favors.
Give of themselves to each other,
And cherish Him for these wondrous creations.
Intensity gazes into her eyes,
As she feels him slipping from her grasp.
A look of sorrow upon his face,
With a knowing resignation.
He is pulled away from her.
Farther and farther away.
She screams in want.
Can do nothing but reach out into the empty blackness,
And wait for a miracle.
She feels every crack in her heart as it breaks.
Screaming into the wind that was once her solace.
Now only slow motion muffled screams.
She awakens with the memories of her love.
Now only shadows.
Her sorrow for a love that never was.
But one she craves.
Feb 18, 2010
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Invisible Touch of Ecstasy
Unrealized touch,
The mind tricks to believe that it can feel you.
Caressing cheek,
Leaning in to whisper soft words of endearments.
There is safety in your arms.
Heat radiating from your body as it evaporates into my skin.
How long will be until dreams become reality.
Locked within the solitude of desires.
No one to unleash them upon.
Give forth the vessel to focus my deepest longings toward.
Loneliness begets a fuzzy appearance.
As it slowly fades into the distance.
Replaced with thoughts of us together.
Craving to know your body.
To consume every inch of you,
With pure delight and enthusiasm.
Savagely break you down,
Then gently build you up again.
Incorporating the knowledge.
We own each other’s hearts.
Despite feigned propriety,
Lustful urges to satisfy.
No real power except to admit,
I am unable to deny you.
Feb 18, 2010
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Insatiable
Sweet, tender kisses forge a path to the sacred temple.
Winding roads of adulation mislead the wanderer.
Insecurities melt away with constant physical heat generated by touch.
The path behind is no longer there.
The way back is forward.
Exposed and crying for mercy,
Yet begging not to stop.
Slow rhythmic movements build to a savage pace.
Frantic motions of lust and power drive the predator to devour its prey.
Fiery drops of ecstasy,
Pour over supple flesh.
Spent and exhausted,
The hunger is never satisfied.
The thirst never quenched.
She will have her fill of him again.
Feb 18, 2010
cupcake added a photo at Post the Love
“For whatever judgment men will make against us, I shall stand firm against their criticism. Resolving to love you and our little place in time- always.”
~Amber J. Cabrera
Feb 18, 2010
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