I love this comment! That's a lovely story and I am so glad things have worked for you, your truly living a fairy tale :) I think all I've had so far is negative thoughts and I don't hate the people for saying the negative things because deep down I know they care but I'm truly so happy for the comment you gave me. We can't predict the future no only we can decide what goes next. The quote itself is inspirational and will serve relevance and purpose in my life from now on. I'm very grateful for your comment! I wish you all the best in life :) loads of love <3 x x

Thank you all so much for your comments, I think I need to ask him more questions and need to find out what I want deep down. I need to know he has changed. I am so sorry to those who have ever gone through this as I know its terrible. I think if I do go back into this then I will be stronger than ever, I will take things slow and if it does happen again I'll know it's not meant to be and definitely forget him. I'm up for second chances but three times is pushing it. If he does it again than so be it, I tried and it didn't work, I'll be stronger on the other side of it. But if it does work than I will be happy. I really appreciate you all giving me the advice and your won experiences but I need you to all understand that I can't make a decision based on what has happened to you all, if I did that I wouldn't go back to him and I may regret it. At least if i go back there, I'll never say 'what if', that will always kill me more than giving it a go. Thank you all dearly for taking time out of your day to reply to me and advice me, sending you loads and loads of love!! <3

Thank you all so much for your comments, I'm currently sitting here at my laptop with a huge smile on my face and tears in my eyes. Your all so lovely, I aim to one day be as strong as you all. I will take all that you have said in and I know I am more than capable of getting through this. Thank you all again! P.s I watched Magic Mike ;) made my year!!

I am so grateful for the support I receive on this site. I know we don't know each other properly but I tell you things that I can't tell any one else, so I love every single one of you for the kind words you share. Thank you Patty, thank you Heidi and thank you to you SparklingFay. I appreciate every word that you have sent me, I know I am struggling right now and I'm sure I will be okay, but as you all said it takes time to heal. I love you all very much, thank you again. All my love, always .. Shannon <3 <3 <3

Thank you for reading my post, that means a lot to me :)

Thank you for that Heidi I know I have to make a decision but it's just not easy. I appreciate you taking the time out to write back to me. I need to think about things a lot more.

Again thank you for listening. I know that if I ever have any problems that I feel like I can't tell any one else I can always write them on here and wonderful people like you will take the time out the listen. - Love Shannon

I really appreciate those lovely comments, they have really helped me out. I think I do need to find myself and start to love myself a bit before I try to find it with someone else. Susi, that is a beautiful story and I am very glad that you have those special people in your life. Thank you very much for your beautiful words they have helped me realise that I must stop blaming myself and putting myself down. Thank you to you too Ruth, it means a lot to see that people care. - Love Shannon