Dear Judy, I wish I could give you a big hug and we could sit and have a cup of tea together!!! My Mom has a twisted spine and she can't get around well either, and like you she just wants to give up at times too but she is strong spirit like you and keeps going. My friend Nancy also has Lupus so I'm familiar with the problems that come from it, and I know how hard it must be for you, just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers! You are such a dear friend! Love, Jillian