I like this way of feeling. But I have doubts. What perplexes me is that such a way of living makes us humans too beast-like, whereas they react on the spot to whatever happens to them. And, perhaps even more importantly, such a frame of mind seems to me to tend towards anot instinctual approach, thus giving raise to angry response/ behaviour, just because you decided to turn off your brain (which should ponder possibilities in advance through reason). We are made like this, we are equipped with a brain and there's a reason why, I suppose.

But if we were just entities made of flesh, why should we bother longing for God? (You wrote that you too long for God but nevertheless you know it is just an imaginary being). As a side note, I love your blog. You give me much food for thought and it is very likely I will post many comments on your old posts browsing the archive.