I know your not mad. I notice changes in your father and myself also as we grow older. We enjoy and appreciate the times that we can spend together without the daily routine. We also appreciate these moments more that we did way back when. Christmas will be the a special one. You'll see. It may be different! If we win a lottery we will be on a beach or at a ski resort or something out of this world and if I have to be put in a suitcase myself you will be with us. Luv Mom