Exactly! This is my problem with Hillary in a nutshell. Why has politics devolved into who can get away with the biggest lie? Interestingly, as a life long democrat who has never voted for a non-democrat for president, I am feeling about the same as you, should Hillary be the nominee. I am hoping we do not have to find out whether we would actually do it. I am thinking about you and your wife. Hope everything with your wife's health resolves well.