Oh, I so hear you. I resigned from a Design Team this week, partly for that reason. I can not remember the last time I scrapped for ME. Actually, I can now, cause I scrapped the day after I resigned, and knew that it didnt matter....that it was up to me to be happy with it. I have been scrapping for others for about 5 years. Its been a fun ride. But I need to step back, and remember why I started. To have an outlet of release, with NO PRESSURE!! We need to be real! Thanks for the rant!