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When you least expect it, you will be swept away... Love has no expiration date. #Speechless Continue reading
Posted Dec 1, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
This is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night, And I go back to October all the time. Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. I'd go back to October,... Continue reading
Posted Oct 24, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
A year ago today, my life changed. Goodbye. Continue reading
Posted Oct 10, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
I can feel it... Things have been a little insane lately. I'm managing. Breathing has gotten much easier since I've shut out for a while. I'll continue, and I'll be ok but no matter what, I will always love ...... ... *Dreams will remain a dream... Continue reading
Posted Oct 7, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Stayin in Walnut Creek for a week or two. Need the distance... Its callin for me. Continue reading
Posted Sep 25, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
The one you love might let you "fall"... But keep that faith that he will be there to pick you up. Love is patient. Continue reading
Posted Sep 22, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
We cried together... That's how i know the depth of the love we had for one another. Continue reading
Posted Sep 18, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
I do wonder every now and then if I ever cross your mind. If so, what are you thinking? I've been feeling better than usual and they key is to take it one day at a time. I cant wait til tomorrow.. And the following day, and the day after... Continue reading
Posted Sep 18, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Sometimes when I close my eyes... I can still feel you. Your embrace, the love you once had for me, your eyes... Its just the way it is.. Continue reading
Posted Sep 14, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Life's a bit weird and crazy. I've been doing quite well considering the devastating words thrown at me. This journey will not end for me. Life is about experiences and this I hold dear to my mind and heart. Good night. Continue reading
Posted Sep 13, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Who would've thought forever would be severed by your sharp knife. Continue reading
Posted Aug 30, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
"I hold with those who favor fire." My life seems to be hitting these Bumps in the road... And it almost feels never-ending. Trying to be optimistic about the things occuring in my life just isnt enough. There is only one thing i want to do to release the pain,... Continue reading
Posted Aug 30, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Rob and I got into it tonight... Huge! Almost dunzo... For some reason, i didnt get the urge to self mutilate. I wonder why? I have no idea what really triggers it. I guess its a good thing i didnt.. But I just want to know what does? Good night Continue reading
Posted Aug 21, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Its 11:48 pm and I have to be at 5:45am to prepare for my 7hr meeting. Vendors, evaluators, Risk Management Supervisors and Liaisons. What a day its going to be tomorrow. For some reason I cant sleep. I feel fine, considering I've been recently stripped from ever having a chance... Continue reading
Posted Aug 19, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Posted Aug 18, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great And would... Continue reading
Posted Aug 17, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
I put on a brave face everyday. Continue reading
Posted Aug 17, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
I've had about 8 hours of sleep for the past 2 days but yet I feel very awake right now and not tired whatsoever. Im at moms waiting for her to get ready so we can go to court. I hope today is going to be a good day... Lord... Continue reading
Posted Aug 17, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Tomorrows the day we find out if mum goes to prison or not. I am scared out of my mind, actually. With all thats been going on, you would think that I'm drained out of my mind... Actually, i am; even if she were to NOT want me there, I'd... Continue reading
Posted Aug 16, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Hope is something you always try and hold onto when there is something there that you are reaching for.. but can't quite get yet. That hope that I was holding onto, had let me go... let go on that end. I'm left falling and I have a feeling this will... Continue reading
Posted Aug 16, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
You know how people say time heals wounds? This wound I have refuses to heal. Every time I feel like it's starting to heal, I'm forced to be reminded of what's there, and I'm back where I started. Continue reading
Posted Jul 25, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Thee day is coming and my stomach is in knots. Beautiful stranger, you're a danger. Continue reading
Posted Jul 20, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
Since I've been asked not to work Monday, I've been wondering if I should go and show some support for Mehserle. In a way I reeeeally want to because I feel there are so many people who are afraid to stand up for what they believe in. The only thing... Continue reading
Posted Jul 16, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
So our office was just notified that the parking lot will be blocked off because of a rally going on for Johannes Mehserle. This rally is to support the Officer who shot Oscar Grant in Oakland after a Riot that was going on at the Bart Station. Our office building... Continue reading
Posted Jul 15, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog
I feel so broken. Continue reading
Posted Jul 8, 2010 at Ehmaywhy's blog