I always thought the 'HIM' line meant either believing in "him" a person, or "HIM" that brand of men's clothes. I don't know. Now that I've typed that out it sounds silly, but I've never heard the song in it's entirety. Also, I had the same annoyance when I heard "Black and Gold". "Cos if you're not really here, then the stars don't even matter/ and I'm filled to the top with fear, that we're all just a bunch of matter/cos if you're not really here, then I don't want to be either... I want to be next to you" Stop being scared of reality dammit, just deal with it! *rant rant grumble rant*

I just wanted to say thank you. So much. I don't even have words for how much your book helped me(which, for me, is new) and I don't know if this is the right place to post this, but thank you. Thank you for being the wonderful person you are, and sharing yourself with the world.