Why is life so hard as a single parent? Everything is so difficult and complicated, even the tasks that should be simple seem to turn into overwhelming catastrophe's. Take yesterday for instance. I get up at 5:30 in the morning, take the dog out, jump in the shower and start... Continue reading

It is amazing to me how completely self absorbed and self centered some people can be. It must be nice to be able to go through life extorting money from others to live, using those around you to get ahead, and having an excuse for why you should never have... Continue reading

Now that I have calmed down a little bit about my mishap the other day I feel that I can write about it without becoming an emotional, suicidal basketcase. Today could possibly be classified as one of the worst days of my life. Why is it that when you are... Continue reading

The clock ticks as the endless seconds of this day drag on. The restlessness I feel is so complete that it is difficult for me to stay slouched in my chair. I have scanned every possible website of interest and am reduced to now writing this blog to keep my... Continue reading

It is so easy to sit on a pedestal, smug in your life and the outcome of your decisions judging those around you and condemning the actions and/or reactions of others. You give out advice without it being requested, thinking that in your superior knowledge and perfection of home you... Continue reading

Sleep slips frothingly from my eyes as I lay in bed at 3 am seething over the newest information presented about you and your disgusting ways. Why do I care? I don't know, I can't seem to let go of you or move on from you. I love you with... Continue reading

Sitting at work trying really hard to maintain and cope. Not only have I been informed that my job is over as of August 30th which is 2 months away but I just received a phone call from an investigator who has been hired due to an affidavit which has... Continue reading

Sitting in a room so silent the sound of a pin dropping would make an echo. My ears are ringing from the sound of my own finger pads against the keyboard. Looking around I am surrounded by testers, each busy with the stress of choosing wisely on their answers. I... Continue reading

Today was finally nice, sunshine streaming through the windows and dancing off the walls. Its rays of light invigorating and refreshing after so many days of black, wet, cold weather. The kids and I spent all day outside basking in its warmth, so much so that I am now as... Continue reading

Life is a never ending battle. You take blow after blow to come out bruised, scarred, and tattered. Being a single mom is like being in the front lines, it is constant war. Movies and fairy tales set you up for soul shattering disappointment, parenting is not fun and games.... Continue reading

It is close to 8pm, I am exhausted the sky is grey and overcast as it has been for days on end. I feel the darkness of the days seep into my skin, blanketing my mood with a thick fog of depression. My yard is a replication of my mood,... Continue reading