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Jessica M.
Independence, Missouri
I'm 21 and Engaged too a wonderful guy named Deric:)
Interests: I Love spending time with My Family, Friends and Fiance. I also Love too Fish and play Basketball.
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Me giving kisses to my baby cousin Kordell :) <3
Oct 18, 2012
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My tattoo for My Beautiful Angel. I Love You Grandma!
Oct 16, 2012
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My Grandmother and I, a couple of days before she passed away. 6-11-12 my whole life changed. It's been four months since she had passed away and each day is a struggle for me to move on and and live my life the way she would have wanted me too. I'm still not over it, but I'm starting to realize she wouldn't want me to cry and hurt everyday. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I was so angry at God.. I didn't get to say goodbye and I love you too her. I now understand that he didn't want her to suffer anymore. She had a rare disease that they are now starting to know more about. It took away her speech, motor skills, and at the end she was bed ridden. She fought for 10 almost 11 years and she was a trooper. She was the strongest woman and she meant the world to me. Although the disease took her speech away nearly, she still had her sense of humor. She always had a smile on her face, and her beautiful blue eyes were breath taking, I lived with her for 18 years, since I was 3. And although some days were hard. I don't regret anything. I turned 21 in March, and most 21 year olds would go out and party. Not me, She was my world, my everything. I loved cuddling with her and watching Lifetime movies. The last thing that I said to her was "Grandma do you want me to go outside and moon you?" It was a beautiful day out and I wanted to make her smile and laugh. She goes "No." With a chuckle. My father has been in and out of my life since I was born, She took over as a Father. About a month ago I had a dream about her and she was standing up hugging me, and I told her everything I wanted to tell her but never got a chance too. In my dream she said "No." Whenever I told her she was a remarkable woman and strong and etc. I go "Yes you are!" and I hugged her, the hug felt real, I woke up crying... I finally got a chance to tell her everything. And she would say no to that, that's how she was, she didn't want any recognition. I got a tattoo of her name and death date on my foot. I got another tattoo on my other foot from my 21st Birthday it's a best friend tattoo that my best friend and I got together. She didn't like it.. But as I was getting the one of her name and date done, I told her that I know she wouldn't want me to get another tattoo, but this one is very special too me. I cried whenever it was done. I am adding angel wings and a halo, then it will be finished. She is My Beautiful Guardian Angel watching over me still from up in Heaven. It's a peacefully feeling. Whenever I'm sad or down, I instantly start to feel better. It's crazy to say, but I know it's her comforting me. I Love You Mary Ann, always and forever <3
Oct 15, 2012
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About four days ago my baby cousin Claire said my name. It truly melted my heart. Also in a way it made me sad. She just turned one on January 24. I started crying. I don't want her or my other baby cousins growing up. Their my world. Her brother Gavin will be 7 in August. They may not be my kids, but I am truly blessed to have them in my life. They taught me the real meaning of Love. Starting with Gavin when I was 14. He gave me so much joy and happiness that I have never felt before. Then after him it came Jo Jo, Brooklyn, Lj, Claire, Jakoby and of course Baby Girl Atlanta. You are so missed and even though I never got a chance to meet you, you will always and forever be in my heart baby girl. I Love all of you Kiddos!
Apr 14, 2012
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Feb 21, 2012
I went and seen The Vow yesterday with My Fiance, and I must say I have never cried so badly during a movie. I Loved it. & surprisingly so did he. He never wants to watch "My Channing Tatum Movies",... Continue reading
Posted Feb 18, 2012 at Post the Love
Thank You Everyone:)
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My new Engagement Ring. Thank You Baby! You will do great at your new job today! Just think shortly we will be having our own apartment together. I can't wait. I'm so excited. I Love You Deric!
Dec 28, 2011
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Jul 12, 2011
This is so cute:)
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The Beautiful Young Woman in this picture with me is My Best Friend Chelsea. We have been friends since we were babies. Our families have always been close. It wasn't until we both were in Middle School that we found this out. We had Health class together and she heard the teacher say my last name and she asked me if my moms name was Joyce. I said yeah, and I thought it was weird of her to know that. Then she told me how we know each other, that night I went home and asked My Mom about her. Then I started to remember her from My Childhood. We have been inseparable ever since. She will be turning 21 soon and she is a Medical Assistant. I couldn't be more proud of her. Although we rarely see one another we both know deep down that we love each other and we both have to fulfill our dreams/goals. I Love Her so much. She means the world to me. When we were growing up we both had our inside jokes that only both of us would know/understood what they meant and people thought we were weird. We didn't care though. We had each other and we still do to this day. :) <3
Jul 12, 2011
I Love this quote too, :) Thank you.
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Happy Anniversary:)<3
Jul 11, 2011
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This Baby Girl is My World. I don't think of her as My Baby Cousin, she is more like My Niece. She brings so much happiness and joy into my life. & So does her older Brother Gavin. This month she will be 6 months old. She was born on My Fiances Birthday:) Then Gavin lost his first tooth and will be starting school in August and will be turning 6. Makes me feel old, but also makes me excited to see what my future brings. I Love You Claire Bear and Gavin.
Jul 9, 2011
Four Days Ago, was Me and My Fiance 3 Year Anniversary. It's funny how we met. I was 17 and He was 18. My sister wanted to get her then ex boyfriend fired from his work at Sonic. My Fiance... Continue reading
Posted Jul 8, 2011 at Post the Love
I'm Sorry it took me a while to respond I don't get on here much, But I hope you have a great day too:)
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MZ7nrCFUKvM ~ Since Thanksgiving is tomorrow I just wanted too post what I am thankful for. The video is for Atlanta Raine. It says in the song about burying her baby and that the daughter will turn into a rainbow... Continue reading
Posted Nov 24, 2010 at Post the Love
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On June 9th my cousin's girlfriend delivered Atlanta, she was only six months along. They didn't hear a heart beat. Getting that phone call was a nightmare. That would have been the second great grand child that was a girl. It doesn't matter if she is up in Heaven she will always be apart of the family. On the happy side of this story. My cousin Jen is 6 months pregnant with and baby GIRL! I prayed every night that she would have a girl. I honestly do believe in miracles and God. I'm not trying too sound all religious, but if something so horrible happened too your family and then you prayed and your dream can true it's a wonderful feeling. No one will ever replace Atlanta and we love her deeply. It's just our family is still upset and the new baby will ease the pain. Never give up on your dreams! Someday they will come true.
Oct 23, 2010
I just wanted too tell you that your an amazing Actor and I think it is very sweet of you too come up with a website like this. You and your wife are so cute together and You guys make me want my relationship too be like yours. In your pictures you can see the Love. No Actor/Famous Person has never done anything like this it blows my mind that you have done this. It shows you have a good heart. It's not for publicity or money, It's you being a genuine person. I really respect that. I hope for the best for you two in your marriage and also in your guys careers :)
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In four days(one year ago) we saw my first Chiefs game. That was also our 1 year and 3 months Anniversary. Even though we lost horribly I still had fun with you. Your excitement for football has made me become a fan. This season we are 3-0 and when we watch it I love it when we win. Sharing that with you is amazing. You also made me become a fan of fishing. My family loves football and fishing, but you made me learn something as a person-better yet us as a couple. Before in my past relationship it wasn't anything like that. Me and you have fun in everything that we do. Even if we are just walking the dog too the park. You always teach me new things in life and we learn off each other. I Love waking up next too you and making you breakfast, although you joke around saying it tastes nasty you always eat it anyway and I give you props for that. I promise I'll keep learning how too cook (Lol). I Love You so much and I'm glad too say your My Fiance.
Sep 30, 2010
Aww. I bet it's hard not seeing him. That would drive me crazy.
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This is my little cousin Gavin. His 5th Birthday is tomorrow and He means the world too me. He is more like a Nephew too me then a cousin. My cousin Jen was having trouble pushing him out and they had too do a C-Section, I was 14 and I thought something was horrible was going on. Once I seen his little face looking up at the Family I started crying. I am so proud of him. From him walking too finally using the big boy potty. He is starting Kindergarten next year. I know he will never know how much joy and happiness he has brought into my life but hopefully once he gets older I will be able too show him this. Happy early Birthday Buddy! I Love You so much and don't bug your mom too much with all the new loud toys you got.
Aug 30, 2010
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Aug 28, 2010