Hi PTL, I hope some of my PTL family can help me. I am horribly upset, and I do not know what to do. My boyfriend of five years broke up with me on Monday. He had told me about a week earlier that he needed a "break" to think, and I thought that was the worst that could happen. We have been inseparable for five years, and he is my first/only love. Just about two weeks ago he took me to Jared, a jewelery store, to look at engagement rings. I don't understand.I feel so lost and alone, and I haven't been on PTL since I feel all my love is gone. I have lost the best thing I ever had, and he never gave me a reason.