IS THIS WHAT LOVE IS?? DONT EVER LET LOOKS OR SWEET TALK EVER FOOL YOU IN TO A RELATIONSHIP!! YOU THINK ITS LOVE BUT...REALLY ITS HATRED!! i LOVE LOVE...BUT I JUST WANT TO EXPERIENCE THE REAL LOVE!! ABUSE IS NOT LOVE!! im just so angry i have put myself through it the past 4 years!! Midnight has passed again, it's already late You tell me come on in, close the gate. There's this feeling that beats me up inside, and oh gawd, you really made me lose my pride, the feeling is called sorrow, and I know this will all happen again - Tomorrow. You pull me in and hit me against the wall, and then It's not even done when for help I call. It gets even worse and I can't run or walk, you hurt me so much that I forgot to talk. I hope you'll regret this someday, but still I'll never be fine again, never okay. This used to be fun and never hurt before, but now you are molesting me, it's not love anymore. I have no place to go, except to live with you, oh gawd I don't know what to do... I'll just stick around trying not to be home so much, because I know, when I'm home, I'll always feel your cold touch. Bruises on my arms, legs and face, I'm ripped from within and that's just my case. I know I'm not alone even if it seems like that. You never let me leave, never let me take my clothes, my cat. There are other girls who share these feelings. Helplessness, loneliness and are scared to death, being tortured and losing their breath. There's nothing to hold on to, and I'm slipping every day, But I hope my plan will work - for both of us, I'll pray. I have to stay, I've got no one to go to, no one to talk to. You're so strong and I used to love you before, but now I don't, what you're doing to me isn't love anymore. I go out and when I'm back, I turn the keys and open the door, and there you are, waiting for me, your personal toy.