Thank you guys for your very nice comments. I think i spend my holidays better than i thought, had so much fun with my friends. Me and my girl just had a simple dinner during christmas day and that was it, i really think our relationship is bound to be over soon. as time goes by it becomes easier for us to know that we are not the one each other need. When she comeback from her holidays we may call it quits. Lots of love in store for both of us but unfortunately not with each other's arm..

Thanks! Wish i could do it, she's still so much inlove with me, I dont want to hurt her by walking away. Im showing some signs that im not enjoying us together. How i wish she realized soon im not the right one for her..