Lyn, I always love your poetic posts. In some ways, the dilemma you share is why I tend NOT to train in many modalities. I am metal/water, and what I appreciate about my water side is that it likes to dive off the high board and plunge deep into a particular approach in a desire to plumb its never-ending depths--EEM being perhaps my favorite, with reiki and flower essences being phenomenally helpful partners to that. Thanks for the reminder to ask doubt to step aside and be in the moment. Blessings, Rose