This year has been a year filled with the greatest pains and joys of my life. The accident and losing Adam, as well as dropping out of college have been very hard for me to deal with. I have not turned to drugs or alcohol to solve my problems like some people have, and nor will I. I have always looked down on myself as weak, but the more I think about it I am stronger then a lot of others in this world. I guess in a way I feel I owe it to him to not throw my... Continue reading

When is forgiving someone over and over again too much? I really don't understand this part of my emotions, is it natural human instinct to forgive people when they do something wrong to you? I have went by everyone saying that things will be different the next time around for the longest time. I don't see any differences, all I see is more of the same. Someone apologizes to you for abandoning you as a friend, come back to you, you forgive them for they are your friend, then they abandon you once more. This is just a basic example... Continue reading

I am VERY tolerant of many things, I didn't hate the people who gay bashed me when I came out, I don't care if people say "faggot" or "fag", or "that's gay" at me. There however is ZERO tolerant to seeing a child be abused in front of me. Today in the workplace, my manager and I were providing customer service to a couple and their child. He was a cute little boy who couldn't even be 4, Steph and I noticed he had a bruise under his right eye that looked like it was beginning to heal. That set... Continue reading

So, I have had my Bar-Tending Certification for almost a year now. No place will train me, they want someone with Exp. As Will Clark says " Yeah, it's the catch 22 of employment ". I agree, though the evil side of me is saying bullshit, the frosty side of me is saying well they are missing out. All in all I would love to Bar-Tend in NYC, Ideal location. Lots of business, interesting people, Con's are I don't live there, Finding a place to stay when I am there, as well as finding a job that would pay for... Continue reading

This is a subject I am not used to talking with people about. This event changed my life in so many ways, it's so hard to believe its only been a year.. Well lets start at the beginning. October 31 of 2007. Adam and I had been dating for about 3 weeks now, things between us were amazing, he was 32 and just everything I looked for in a person. He had flaws of course but they were only towards people who were my friends, he didn't like anyone I knew because he felt they were going to hurt me.... Continue reading

Where to begin? Well this time I thought I would show my thoughts on piercings, now I know not everyone has the same views on them like everything in life. I found it interesting that out of most people I have asked I am the only one who has put thought behind their piercings and given them personal meaning. From the time I had my right ear pierced with a standard 18g needle I knew this would not be my last. From chronological order my list of piercings I have had and what they meant to me: 2005: Right Ear... Continue reading

What five books should every person read? 1984: by George Orwell Night: by Elie Wiesel Queen of The Damned: Hardcover (Non movie edition) Red Dragon: Thomas Harris Halo: Ghosts of Onyx: Eric Nylund Continue reading

Mrs. Palin, I have followed your travels through the political world for some time now, and I think I have just about had enough. I don't criticize people 99% of the time because I like to give them the benefit of the doubt. However I feel right now that you as a political candidate are like the tyrant from the Resident Evil series. Your constant fabrications what you want for our country are nothing short of a horror story waiting to be made into a post apocalyptic movie! I am mostly unimpressed with this fact I found out about you.... Continue reading

So I am employed at Pac Sun, which in all honesty I find overall enjoyable. I do how ever find it interesting that even though I am employed in NY state, that we (People working there) are actually under California state law. Which means that our break times, pay, and everything else is decided by Californa instead of NY. Continue reading

So this is my first posting on TypePad and I thought something like this would something creative to do. I don't expect many people to follow my life but if you decide to come along on my path, I hope you enjoy it! Chad here and thanks for reading! Continue reading