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northern california
starting a brand new chapter in my life. Learning how to best fit everything being thrown at me into my life. Learning to love life and all that is put in front of me, good and bad.
Interests: music, art, taking care of others, dancing at random times, throwing random dance parties, pushing myself to do what i would never "normally" do, figuring out what life is about, seeing things in a brand new light. Trying to figure out who I am, cliche, I know, but I realized I haven't the slightest idea what the answer is to that question and I'm not sure I ever want to fully figure it out.
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I'm done. I don't know what changed within me the last few days, but I have started to see things clearly. I finally admitted the truth to myself. That magic that I thought was there was there only through my eyes. It wasn't really, physically there. That magic was my... Continue reading
Posted Oct 18, 2010 at newgodi's blog
I don't know what to do anymore. Really. Here I was beginning to move on and then, almost as though you have a special radar, but you text me all the way across the world and tell me I should come to Spain. Then you tell me all the cool... Continue reading
Posted Oct 10, 2010 at newgodi's blog
This is not written by me. But god damn. It is such a perfect, WORD FOR WORD description of all I'm feeling. wow. It's as though she had a spy in my mind and wrote down all my feelings and all my thoughts. Scares me how accurate this is. "Dear... Continue reading
Posted Oct 1, 2010 at newgodi's blog
I don’t know what you’re searching for, but chances are, you just need to stop looking to find it. Continue reading
Posted Sep 28, 2010 at newgodi's blog
I have always considered myself to be a good friend, but I also know there is always room for improvement. With that, I give you me, and the friend I want to be…. I want to be the friend who jumps out of bed at 11:00pm when your car is... Continue reading
Posted Sep 28, 2010 at newgodi's blog
I am not the blogging type. I have 15 journals ranging from Hello Kitty to a leather bound number with no more than three pages filled out in each that would back me up here. I am writing this to start organizing my thoughts, become a better writer, and to... Continue reading
Posted Sep 8, 2010 at newgodi's blog
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love... Continue reading
Posted Aug 16, 2010 at newgodi's blog
i don't find myself unattractive, i actually find myself to be quite attractive, but maybe it's my personality that shuts people out. i'm always thinking, thinking, thinking. i over think things a lot. i am very protective of myself and always living with the fear in the back of my... Continue reading
Posted Jul 27, 2010 at newgodi's blog
"life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. it's being so upset or disappointed you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. it's running so hard, you can barely breathe. it's the feeling of panic when you... Continue reading
Posted Jul 25, 2010 at newgodi's blog
First you "uninvite" me from a party saying it won't be fun for me. (If you haven't noticed, just being in your company right now is fun after missing you...yeah, it's only been a month) You told me you'd be in touch about where you'd stay the night if at... Continue reading
Posted Jul 23, 2010 at newgodi's blog
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Jul 23, 2010
to add to my last post...Her new CD is freaking me out with how accurate it is. . . "I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night, I miss the way we sleep, like there's no sunrise. I like the taste of your smile. I miss the... Continue reading
Posted Jul 15, 2010 at newgodi's blog
It's funny how sometimes something so small can ruin the rest of your day. *I think you took my heart away when you said you're leaving, cuz right now I am hurting all over again. I never thought that I'd be in this place, it's a mistake. And now I... Continue reading
Posted Jul 15, 2010 at newgodi's blog
I'm pretty sure I think too much for my own good at times. For example, I started this blog in order to organize my thoughts and all these new realizations I've been coming to, yet then I start over thinking how to put all my thoughts into the blog so... Continue reading
Posted Jul 15, 2010 at newgodi's blog
June 18th, 2010. I think the saddest thing that we, as humans, do is to take each other for granted. It only takes such a small gesture to show somebody we care, yet we rush through our days not really thinking to make that small gesture. In return, we hurt... Continue reading
Posted Jul 15, 2010 at newgodi's blog
June 17th,2010 You left. I am so extremely scared about what is coming now and what will happen. I am so excited about what awaits both of us. I do hope that as we go down this journey we share it together. Not necessarily be together on these trips, but... Continue reading
Posted Jul 15, 2010 at newgodi's blog
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