It was so windy today. The unforgivable chill that went though my body had no end. My walk this morning was a bully from the lake, searching with success my tender spots. Where I thought them to be covered. Even now in the cozy of my bedroom with fuzzy jammies on. We are all waiting of the arrival of Spring Time that has no hint of getting here. The other night when coming home I thought I saw a bud clinging to a tree, lonely and cold. It was after a few feet away I wanted to double check that I was not crazy. Stopping in my tracks I went and searched that branch to only find a snapped twig showing its green wood meat. I am crazy. Spring where are you? Continue reading

I thought about an old friend tonight. It's been about two maybe three years since we have talked. We have known each for a long time. He boasted more then once that I was his oldest friend...he knew me the longest...way back when before my thirties he would have been... Continue reading

. it has been a while, and I have no excuses. There was one thing, followed by other things, that made a big mess. In all that we laughed. Pointed fingers. Cried about the situation. And forgot what it was all about. When there was a quiet moment I thought... Continue reading

How I love this time of year. The colorful wrapping paper. Bright and shiny ribbons so big, it makes traveling & delivery extra special. Hiding ready presents around the house, thinking how clever you are for having such a wonderful hiding spot. Oh, the baking! Cookies, Sugar Date Squares, Short... Continue reading

I haven't entered a church in years. Not because I don't believe in Jesus, Sunday service just fell by the way side. Life got faster everyday, life had more things for me to do. I remember bible camp when I was a little girl. Beside the adopted special needs colored... Continue reading

on a budget this meal is homey. my mom would make it when i was little. when other kids would be eating roast beef with gravy my family and i would top our rice&hamburger or macaroni&hamburger depending on if you wanted to switch it up with canned tomatoes. made it... Continue reading

i have read over the information from people running in rama's election. but who do i vote for? i wasn't able to vote living off the rez at one point... there's so many to pick from. thinking. Continue reading

It was in the ealry 90's when I met him, he had blonde hair and a muscular body. Very harlequin. At that time he was the cool new hot guy in the immediate area. Holy smokes Mike rocked my world. I found his picture buried in a box the other day. Looking at it gave me chills of delight or was it thrills? Man, he could make me do criminal things! We stoled a car once to get home one night, this was before I had my license. Thank god it didn't last, but I'm sorry it ended. In a different world we could have stayed together, maybe I missed my second chance? I was on a subway a few months ago heading to met someone and I swear I saw him. He may even had recognized me if it was him? I got off my stop before thinking about going over to see if it was him. timing. Continue reading

mother's day, mother's day. I have nothing to give her but my love. she treat me tender, she love me deep. the world is right with her strong beating heart. I feel safe. mother, my mother, sweet kind woman, who taught me. Continue reading

I find it interesting that when there is many moments that I could be doing work on a paper or story I don't. A million ideas are screaming in my head. Waiting, waiting for a spare moment for me to plunk a new story or the next snetence out my... Continue reading

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For those who have asked. Understand I know it must be killing you to know who I am. Please respect my choice for privacy. I'm trying to remove the drama that you hear about on Facebook. I'm learning more about Facebook, and the games that people LOVE to play! I... Continue reading

I'm stuggling with what to say about who I am. I like the anonymous fact in my FB page. Why do I need to say anything. The community of FB is large enough where it shouldn't be an issue of who I am. I grew up here, plan to have... Continue reading

Fashion, art, loving, music, this is life. The best thing about the up coming weekend will be the red carpet. Continue reading