I am a 27 yr old gay male in a 5 year relationship with a 60 yr old man. it has largely been a sexless marraige with him cheating on me within 2 or 3 months and after 2 or 3year i realized he was an alcoholic. i am so confused about it. I wish the Universe would show me what to do. I once tired asking a psychic here but i never got a clear answer. I feel like i live in hell sometimes.