Hey sweetie. So im quite a bit older than you at 22 and although i have necessarily hurt myself before i have felt suicidal before and my best friends are both suicidal. I think at the age of 14 and helping others out who are in the same position as you is amazing. Your an inspiration to others and you should be very proud of yourself... I am certainly proud of you! I use to do this thing on here where I use to send postcards to people and get one back, and we'd just write little stories or a quote, just a little something but it felt amazing to know that even if you were feeling a little lonely one day that someone somewhere was thinking of you :) maybe you should try it... especially with your friend in the UK. Which is also where I'm from!! You need to have faith in yourself babe, what your doing is an amazing thing :) and there will be amazing things come your way, you can get through this. Your stronger than you think... Also have a listen to Nickleback - Lullaby... its one of my fave songs and I got both my best friends to listen to it, when there struggling its the song they listen to. The lyrics are amazing. Take care hun x

thank you so much :) im sorry to hear about your parents. i know its the little things that are important, just sometimes wish there was more i could do. :)

Thanks Mary :) i love it ... its a reminder of how important people are in my life that had faith in me to do things i was unsure of myself and to have faith that things are gonna work out okay in the end :) xx