I hate coincidence or karma or whatever. So many times when I have just opened my phone or turned on my computer, a particular person sends me a message. It is creeping me out, but they do not even know. Things like this happen to me sometimes... I usually don't say anything; people think I'm nuts already :) Continue reading

I am only telling you. I am so bummed. I think I have turned the dark corner. I am trying to keep myself afloat on work but it just isn't seamless enough to keep the sad out. My youngest son made me promise to do my best to let no bad things take me from him. Do I count as a bad thing? I miss my life, my life I loathed, my life I was plotting escape from... or perhaps it is the loathing and plotting I miss. My head hurts.... Continue reading

I only have a few moments left to myself. Takes more time then I realize some days to check my nets (websites). It has been a week, lots of backlog to sort through. Enough Blah blah. I am feeling fairly overwhelmed by everything right now. Trying really hard not to let it sink in that this didn't have to happen. I don't want to cry, it can't do any good, but part of me is just so angry, or disappointed or something. My desk is buried in paperwork, I have so many important tasks due right now and I can't... Continue reading

I am a bystander no longer. No more can I point & laugh at those who will dissrobe in the intention of sharing an intimate moment with their webcam or cell phone. Okay, I admit, I didn't go all the way; (they were just skivvy shots) but we don't even know each other. A girls gotta save a little mystery. It only took a second; well maybe a few minutes with set up & everything, but it was over before I knew it. Can't wait to do it again. Take it a little further & definitely take it a little... Continue reading

via www.businessweek.com I love this. It is for real NOT the Onion. Truth art stranger than fiction! Continue reading

My son turned 20 last month. He is away at college studying Theatre & Performing Arts. I miss him greatly, wish he was home again... but life pushes forward; even when we want to stand still. We are not ready for him to grow up, but it happened all the same. The more I think, the more I see that as the issue in almost all my conflicts. It was not that the situation was unsurmountable; but that I wasn't willing to go yet. I don't remember what made me change my mind, how I became ready to move forward,... Continue reading

Gmail - Buzz - [email protected] Google has sent me buzz. i only use gmail for account confirmations. No people in my contacts. Buzz fail Continue reading

I like that life is linear & fair & honest & neat... for the most part. I know we look at our lives every day & see things we want that other people are getting and say to our selves "that's not fair". But chance (or karma) has a way of balancing out. I bet if you look up or down the path of their life there is a cost or payment for having what you want. Everything has a value, takes up resources, displaces other things. You can't give 2 things your 100%; you don't have that many:) Continue reading

Can't help but giggle. Sometimes I think every woman but me is standing in the washroom, or lying on her stairs with her phone snapping nude photos for the internet. It's ironic, cause that is the kind of behaviour people expect from me. Haven't yet. I believe I am a sheep in wolf clothing; very aggressive & high strung but helpful & harmless as a fly. I do look great naked though:) But next time some random people you don't know send you naked pics; take a look. Not at their nakedness; ... imagine when the picture was taken. Besides... Continue reading

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