I haven't been able to get on in about 2 weeks. I was so sad I finally downloaded the app on my husband's iPad (what I am using now) but I don't like the format nearly as much.

That is about the sexiest thing I think I have seen! Look at those arms! They can hold me anytime.

Thank you.

Thank you everyone. I have been following PTL for a while now I just don't post very often. I think I just needed to get it all out of my mind. I do well under pressure I just fell like I am flying through this pregnancy and missing it. I have tried the name websites but I just can't seem to focus on them. There are some great suggestions though. Thank you.

Thank you. We have already taken moving off the table which was going to relieve some financial stress. We aren't behind on anything just tighter than I am comfortable with. I scheduled a 4 hour break in between classes two days a week and my daughter stays at the sitter so that time is mine. Today I just took a shower and put my feet up on the couch. School is really for me. It was the first truly selfish thing I have done in a very long time. I am in culinary school for baking and pastry. I really enjoy it but it is physically exhausting. Even when I am taking time for myself I can sit and really enjoy the baby moving but I just can't seem to get myself mentally prepared to have a newborn in a few weeks. It seems like it should be much longer. People keep trying to add little things to my to do list like find a sitter for this or schedule that. I just keep telling them no. I can't mentally handle any more. As for our health, the baby and I are doing great. I am gaining too much weight but I did with my daughter too and stress and culinary school don't help. My iron is low but we are working on that. Other than that I Still don't feel almost 8 months pregnant mentally or otherwise.