Tired of the depression thing. I know I talked about it before but wish some one would notice it, besides me, makes me feel alone! Continue reading

Just tired of being depressed most of the time. I also have digeorge syndrome and that doesn't help my depression any it just intesify's it. Continue reading

Depressed Sunday and I had a halucination, it was wierd. Continue reading

Lonely and depressed. Continue reading

Tired today and can't seem to stay awake! Continue reading

I am tired of being depressed all the time. I wish my meds would work. Also having Panic atacks. They suck. I need a break from all of this crap. Continue reading

Friend of mine in an Vets Group for therapy, passed away last weekend. A disapointment for every one. Currently I am depressed that my daughter went home early, when I was supposed to have her for the last half of Christmas break. I still do not have a girlfriend, any suggestions ? Tired of being depressed all the time. At least I am being treated for it. Hope it goes away. Did have a nice Christmas. Continue reading

Just to let the people know who read my blog I, have been dealing with depression since 2001, and still have not gotten over it, I hit a new low about 2003 when I attempted suiced. I have thought about it off and since then. I am currently getting help. I also almost did suicide again twince in the last week and half or so not quite two weeks for that. Had a knife blade two wrist twice. From the first time for almost committing suicide I have a scar on left wrist from that. I think I am doing... Continue reading

Depressed and tired of taking meds three times a . 6 pills three times a day. Ugghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! Continue reading

Tired of being depressed lonely and with out a girlfriend! been 4 yrs since divorced since with a woman LOL Asked three women out and gout turned down by all three of them. Would love to meet a nice woman. Depression and lonliness suck! Continue reading

I hate having a sinus headache that wont go away, had it all day! Continue reading

I am currently listening to Hank Williams Jr.; Puddle Of Mud and Nickleback also som Dire Straits LOL I do not like Polka music or Elevator Music LOL I like a lttle bit of every thing, I do not care for Hannah Montanna especially after I have my daughter for the weekend LOL And Kid Rock is awesome I have all his CD's. Continue reading

Had my daughter over for Thank's Giving, she spent the night on Wednesday; she wore me out LOL Had a good time and ate a lot!!! Even though I had a good time, I still felt depressed, must have been from the rain and the fact other family members were not there, back was bothering me real bad too. VA didn't send my pain meds out in time. They should be here soon I hope. Could really use them right now. Continue reading

Wonders why car's have to break down when you are low on funds! Drives me nuts. Continue reading

Went to Ponderosa for supper with my daughter and mother and I ate to much.lol My daughter turns 11 on Veterans Day! So also having a early birthday party for this weekend, since her mother has her one her birthday. Also going swiming this weekend. Continue reading

I think I am going to do some reading and do some genealogy and go to bed. it has been a strange day. Snow today as well ! Continue reading

I had my car in the shop about three weeks ago now I have to take it in again for a lightbulb. I dont know how to take the plastic covers off them. It seems like something is always going wrong with me, and I dont know why. I am rather quite fed up with things. If it weren't for bad luck I wouldn't have any luck at all. At least I get to have my daughter this weekend. Continue reading

My Wednesday is like most peoples Monday's. I almost lost my hearing ades! Then my computer was acting up off and on all day, and to top it all off I have a ear ache and it sucks. Write now the only thing that seems to be going well is my direct t.v. LOL Been cleaning out my closet as well and doing some genealogy. I think I am going to read some of my book before, I go to bed to help me sleep. I hat having insomnia. Continue reading

Been busy with other things for a change. Also havn't been reading like I, normaly do. Busy on the computer and cooking again! Made homeade beefstew this weekend. Also got a bill paid off and almost done with another one !! Watching my show about watches on shopnbc and I am doing realy well with out getting a watch. Bills come first. Lady on MySpace is hitting on me don't know if it will go any where or not she is my age. Half way done with my book Full Circle, Star Trek Voyager. The next star Trek Voyager book... Continue reading

I have my daughter this weekend and she is sick with a cold, right now she is taking a nap.\ So I am going to read my book and do this blog. Continue reading

This always seems to happen to me more than need to be and I feel like God is punishing me for some thing, who knows maybe he is. I just feel stupid when things go wrong to much, especially when what I am doing is easy LOL It drives me nuts. Maybe it's just me. But one good thing is going to happen is that I am going to get my daughter Alexis this weekend and we always have fun !!!!! Continue reading

Not much going on today except rain and more rain ugggggggggghhhh. A good day to read though and get a book finished, now to figure out which one to work on LOL Continue reading